the pain lingers | author

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hey wassup it's just a lil book for my thoughts whenever i'm feeling down or sad or other reason??

lemme just talk about myself a little yeah?

im jane, my real name is joana but i don't like it so
.. i mean its not that people out here call me Jane, but online people think my real name is jane n i wanna keep it that way

im Portuguese. mixed, my dad is black.

im turning 16 on 19th october. cant wait tbh idk why but yea

i hate my older 7 siblings for specific reasons that ill probably mention soon lmao ill be writing here a lot

im shy, but outgoing. i have low self-esteem and i don't like being happy, it annoys me. somehow being sad lets ppl know that im not friendly aka having no friends and that's how it is rn

i only have one friend, aka my best friend, but we're drifting apart more as the days pass by because of her boyfriend. not surprised lol

i needa update now

cya

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