Never Forgotten

Remembered

"On July 18,2016
Baylee Michelle has committed suicide on Sweet Rd. At 9:12 p.m"

I kept rewinding the news in my head over and over again in my head...

I actually thought the whole 20 minutes was a dream i really wish it was. But it was real..

It was a normal friday night for me. My mind was black and I was walking home with my pale pink converse strutting on the ground. But when I walked past the abandon bridge i caught a glimpse of a pale blond blossom of hair under the bridge.

I run towards it and see a girl with her blond hair fanned out around her small waist and her blue eyes now replaced with almost white eyes staring back at me and her skin was as pale as snow white and her plump lips a pale almost white sealed shut and dry. She was wearing blue ripped jeans that were now covered in red blood and she had a black hoodie and her clothes were ripped in odd places like on her thick thighs the were rips slashed across her whole leg with cuts in the rips.

Than it hit me like a truck going twelve miles a minute on the high way.. "Its Baylee.." I whimpered.

I didn't realize i was crying till i felt the salty substance on my dry full pink lips. The tears were than coming fast down my fast once i realize it really is Baylee. I was clenching my hands till my hands turned purple on my sides. Than i clasped on the hard grey stone floor.

My heart was racing and my head was flooding with questions that could never be answered. I tried to find answered to my questions but my mind came up blank with answers. There were questions that could and would never get out of my head.

"What happened?,what?,why?,how?" I thought painfully. I thought over and over again trying to find a answer to all my questions but the same as always none. No answers, no reason i would think she would herself in any way. I was the one always bullied and pushed around she always stayed by my side no matter what.

   I knew something was wrong with the impossible position she was in that made me cringe at the sight and made my heart jump out of my chest. Then the familiar word popped into my head loud and clear …… Suicide. The word that i dread every day.   “ that's why she ignored me….” I whispered. Then I caught the sight of a piece of paper under her blond blood stained curls. It read….

     My dearest younger sister,

I’m sorry. I can’t take the pain anymore.

I’m broken like a broken mirror that is fallen to pieces and is forgotten for years without being touched.

   By the time you have read this I will be dead.

    And i wanted you to know that you are a amazing person i hope you pursue your dream of a writer. You are an astounding writer and drawer and singer. I saw you grow as a writer,drawer and a believer.

  You were always the one who helped me up when I fall, you were the one who gave me advice for all my problems

   . Don’t let anyone put you down or put you lower then them. Just brush it off and continue your day like you always do.

 Your Beautiful,kind,funny and smart and you have the most beautiful voice I have ever heard, please don't be afraid to sing and show your confidence You were my idol, my savior. You saved me Kaylee.

   Love always your big sister, Baylee.  

    “I can’t believe it” i thought. The first thing i thought to do was run and get help, but it was to late she is already dead.i was about to have a panic attack only Baylee can make go away. I look around me to see if i see anyone. All I see is the curve of the bottom of the bridge with its rusted red bottom with black bars on the side and graffiti on the curve on the sides .I felt a wet substance still streaming down my face .I realized i was trembling  uncontrollably. I grabbed her head and pulled her frail and light head onto my lap. While I was kneeling next to Baylee on the gray stone floors of the bridge. I was kneeling next to the only person who stayed with me, the only person to catch me if i fall and now shes gone.

   “I love you Baylee like a big sister i will never forget you as long as i live. I will cherish the moments we had together and we had a bumpy life but i promise to do something with my life and be remembered just like you are, I will create a story about us and just us, with all of our amazing moments together . But why did you leave?

  Written in these walls are stories that i can't explain. I leave my heart open But it stays right here for days. She told me in the morning. She doesn't feel the same way in her bones. It seems I am that when i die. These words will be written on my stone. And I'll  be gone tonight. The fire beneath my feet is burning bright. The story of my life, I take her home, I drive all night, to keep her warm inside and time is frozen-- .” I sang lowly with my voice cracking at the end.

     My thoughts raced and then  I remembered that was her favorite song by One direction, Story of my life and that she loves it when i sing and that she was the only one i sang in front of. I remembered that she wanted me to go to The Voice and told me every day that i would win, But i was scared.I remembered when we first met. On the first day of 4th grade i was new and she was a nice pretty girl, with black tights and a one direction shirt. She changed right after 4th grade she became distant and hurting herself but i always stayed with her and i still will even though she´s gone.

    There was one question that could never be answered that still haunts me. Why did she do this? Why did she leave me like everyone else did? I thought she would stay with me till we both of our lives ended.She had me but what provoked her to die? I don’t know if I could ever forgive her but she will never be forgotten.She’d simply been too strong to long. I couldn't even say goodbye, there isn't enough time to do anything, to live….
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Author: Hello my lovelies! *wipes sweat of forehead* i don't even know why im tired its only 1162 words...
Kevea: *sniffles from the memory of the chapter*
Kain from fallen angel: aww its okay keve... *hugs kevea*
Kevea: *smiles weakly* thanks..
Angel: *walks in and sees Kevea and walks up to here and joins the hug* its going to be okay
Author:*walks over and joins the hug*
Damon: *walks in and sees everyone hugging* heyyy Angel can i have a hugg!
Angel: *breaks the hug* only you would break a good moment... And nope
Damon: come on i know u want toooo! *wiggles eye brows
Angel: *rolls eyes* does this hug have to be sexual?
Damon: only if u want it to! *winks
Kain:*whispers to angel,kevea and author* why is he here all the time?..
Author: cuz i can make him look like a fool by just a flick of the keyboard!
Damon:you wouldn't dare..
Everyone: YAAASSSS!
Damon:*runs out of the room*
Author:*looks at Angel and winks*
Angel:*smirks and grabs a bucket of ice* lets do this
Kain and kevea: *walks over to angel with smirks on there faces*
Angel: *walks out of the room and slowly walks behind damon*
Author:*smirks*
Angel:*pours the ice water on damons back and takes off running* haha! That should cool ya down there bud!
Damon:*screams like a gurl*
Kain: dang i knew he screamed like a gurl but not that much!!
Damon:imma get you angel u just wait... *runs out the room to catch angel*
Author: *laughs* ok my lovelies i think u can guess what happened... Byee! 1403words later!