Vague

Addie

Since we transferred already to our real classroom. I barely see Travis, I can only see him during break time. His room is far from my classroom. So sad.

Then, of course, I knew all of my classmates. I noticed one guy who's always looking at me. He is Addie. Tall, dark, singkit, not so handsome. Masculine. Plus he is smart, yeah, always taas taas ng kamay when its recitation time. I like him bout that. I like intelligent guys. Brainy.
Then when it is Math time, we have our own sitting arrangement during mathematics. Since the arrangement is alphabetical he is sitting at the back of me plus we are group members. So we really have a chance to talk to each other.

Then one time he said he wants to court me, but I got this second thought. Because theres these girl who have crush on him, and they are known as the war freaks in our batch. Even so, I don't bother. We are always talking/txting over the phone. We spent long hours talking nonsense, minsan pauulit ulit lang, natanong na kanina kung kumain na ba, after an hour itatanong ulit. Yung ganon ba. May mapag usapan lang.
Then he asked me kung kailan ko daw sya sasagutin. Si ako naman Parang gusto ko na syang sagutin kaso lang Im not confident about myself. Kasii... ay Oww Ehhmm Geee. I forgot to introduce myself hahahahaha! Paano tayo magkakanintindihan kung di nyo pa ako kilala. Hahahahaha gaga lang 🤣🤣🤣

Well I'm Darnel Bliss, 13 this time, maganda daw naman ako, mejo maliit lang. maganda daw mga mata. Mabait, mabilis pakisamahan,tahimik lang ako lagi, gusto ko lang nakikinig ako, shoulder length hair. And plus kaya im not so confident with myself kasi sungki ngipin ko, diba may 2 tayong malalaking ngipin in front, yung sakin yung isa e sungki pa palabas, kaya kahit naka tikom na yung labi ko you still can see na may sumisilip na ngipin. So yun insecurity is real.

Pero kahit may insecurities ako, sinagot ko pa din sya. Pero kami Lang nakaka alam, Kasi ayoko malaman ng mga babaeng war freaks. So ayun na nga.
Pag sa school do kami nagpapansinan, as in. Yung mga war freaks lagi syang kinaka usap, hinihiram pay phone nya.
Then one time magkakasama kami Nung mga war freaks, syempre mabait ako kaya Sama ako sa kami Lang pag aaya. Tumabi daw muna ako sa kanila. Si ako naman tumabi, e hiniram nila uung cp ni Addie non, nagpatudtog sila. Then sa pagkakalkal nila s aphone ni Addie nakakita sila ng video. Syempre tinigan namin. When they opened the video .... booooom! It's a porn. Hahahahaha! So since lunch break naman ,we got the time. First year palang si Addie my porn na sa cp. tsk tsk! Hahahahaha
So they played the video, we are about 5-6 girls watching it inside our classroom, all girls. Hahaha! I can see the girl is licking the penis of the guys like it is the very delicious food she ever had. While licking she's spitting on the penis, then she suck it, slowly at first but then after a few strokes she became faster as she move her hand up and down together with her mouth.
While watching it I felt disgusted because what what I've just watched. But I cant stop watching it I dunno why.
After sucking, the girl laid her back and the guy positioned himself on top of the girl. He rubbed the clitoris with his left thumb while stroking his penis on his right palm. While watching the show I can feel this unexplainable sensation in my vagina, its like it's beating fast, like i dont know i cant explain what I was feeling.
Then the guy make it fast as he pound the girl and "Go back to your proper seats girls" lol the teacher came. Good thing she just stayed before teacher's desk. Baka ma guidance pa kung nagkataong nakita nya ang pinapanood namin. That's the first time I ever watched porn.

After 4 days, I got sick, but I still managed to attend school, but when the teacher is discussing I felt the Im about to puke, minute after boom! I didn't stop it I vomit from where I am sitting. My classmates just look at me with pity. The teacher called out my cousin from the 2nd year section, peach, next to our room.
She cleaned me, cleaned my mess. Then I went home. After that they Im still sick, Addie didn't bother to txt me, then I decided to break up with him. Its not that im mad at him, its just that I realised I dont really have feelings for him. He texted me back and he agreed, so thats it haha!

After a month, one of the war freaks and Addie are in a realionshit. Im still friends with them, they dont even have any idea about Addie and I so be friends with. Its just nothing for me.

So there, I dunno if I can call him ex-boyfriend or just fling. For us its just nothing e.

#2. Addie