A future bughead

Scared

Bettys POV:

I got into the car. Then the min camed to me and gaved me something to drink. I don't remember anything after that.

I woke up in a small room. There was a white bed there. I was laying on it. Another nun came in. "Oh little child. We are going to help you." She said. "Why did you made me sleep?" I said. "We did not wanted you to worry. Take some water here." She said. I was a scared of drinking it but I did. I felt how my body relaxed. Everything looked lighter. I feel like I wanted to sleep. "I wanna sleep." I said tired. "Not yet. But you will soon. You just have to answer some questions." The nun said. "What kind of questions?" I asked but did not even care accually. "Do you know why you are here?" She asked. "No but my sister have bein here and my cousin." I said. Why did I tell everything? "You are here becuse you have bein hurring your self. Do you have an Idea why?" "Well. It camed after my dad ser in jail and my darkness have became bigger. It feels like a person who is telling me to do bad things and I cannot say no." I said. My voice sounded different. "So you missing your dad?" "Ofcourse I do." Wait what? I was not missing him! Well accually I did a little bit. "What have your darkness done to you?" "It started when I was a kid. I did scars on my hands with my nails. And I did bad things when nobody saw. I started to blackmail people. And for a year ago I almost killed Chuk Clayton. Then I almost killed Chick. I also got calls from the black Hood, my dad who told me to do things and I did it. I also punished Jughead after he kissed my best friend." I said. Why was I telling her all my secrets?! "How punished?" "Well that was not so much my darkness but a little bit. We....we're kinky and I slapped him under it ya know." I said. Wow that was to much information. "What more have happend?" "This summer I started to hurt myself. And this is why I wanna be a detektiv and find out who did things so people not should think I am a bad person." Okay something had happend. "I think we have to cut everybody except your mom out of your life. Do you have a really old friend that is a good person?" She asked. "Well Archie Andrews." "We don't have to cut him out eather. Your mom told us that when you are with him you feel safe." "That was a long time ago. I feel safe with Jug!" "But he is a bad person. You will NEVER meet him again understand?" "What was it in that water?" "It was just some medicin for you. Now sleep and tomorrow we will start to work all this dark demons out of you!" Then I felled asleep. I had nightmairs all the night. I dreams that I killed Jughead with my darkness. I dreamed that I kissed Archie and we killed Veronica and Jughead again! Then I dreamed I was evil and had to kill myself of Jughead. I killed Jughead. All my dreams was about me killing Jughead. I just wanted to wake up! But I could not! I was so scared even when I was sleeping.