Sorry for not update it sooner... I'm working with it... I'm actually proud of myself cause now I'm watching Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 2012 series... And I still can't move on with Fairy Tail... That's why I'm proud of myself
But somehow, I got some issues that causing me to not really excited about everything... Including Fairy Tail that will be on this October...
Every time I arrive at home, my parents (well mostly my dad) will be angry towards me... And I... Right now, I'm getting tired of crying every night for the same damn reason... But I can't stop this tear... The worst part is they even mad at me for listening to music at night... even in the car... I just don't want to hear their arguments on little things
And I kept on thinking that they never really like me... I also start to think that I'm useless and worthless to my family... And my friends tried to convince me to tell my parents about it... But... I'm too afraid to do it...
I'm afraid that they will scold me... Said to me that I need to approve myself better... But.. I love being myself... I don't wanna to change... And I started to think that... I only found my happiness in my classroom.. Not at home... My home just to add more stressing issues, but in my classroom... I can let go of my pain and laughing to forget all of my pain
The reason why I choose them cause, we care about each other. They're just like my second family... We celebrate each others birthday... When they wish for my birthday, I cried.. Because they were the first one who wish me a happy birthday... Even singing for me... Each year of my birthday... I never had a friends that sang a happy birthday song to me
And about my girl friends... Somehow they're not helping me... I sometimes feel like left out... When our teachers said partner up.. They never ask me to be their partner... Even my closest friend... They keep talking about KPOP and I don't really mind it... I know... Maybe some of you watch it... But one thing I hate about them is... They keep talking about it until they don't even notice me... They ignore me...
But at least, I have other 4 best friends and all of them were boys... They're the only friends that don't talk about shitty things... And this one boy... His really cares about me... When he saw I'm crying, he went and look for me... When he saw I'm not really in the mood, he ask me if I'm okay and tried to cheer me up... Until our classmates think that we're a very sweet couple... Well that's the funny part...
Although I had to get through all of this... I have to stay strong... Cause I knew, that maybe people out there... Have more serious problems than me... If you knew me in reality, you can saw me as a girl who easy to laugh, crazy, always be kind to others, always smile, the one who cares for her friends... But, if you are my classmates... You can see all of it but you also can see me crying for no reason... It's actually not for seeking attention, but tired to faking my smiles and laugh in front of my girl friends and family...
Well that's all for now... Bye... Maybe I will update it very soon... If... I don't cry at night again... Sys
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The Girl From the Future
ФанфикOne day after Gajeel, Levy and Lily finished a job, they found a little girl was crying calling her parents. Levy didn't stand to left her alone at the woods, so she decided to bring the little girl to the guild to search her parents. While they ar...