Black And Blue

Alec + Bleu = Forever

''do you like them? I spent many many years planning this'' he smiles sweetly once more at me, I turn my head to him as if to say wtf but he just quickly that sweet innocent smile into a harsh cold stare ''I asked you do you like them'' he snapped at me which made me jump as I wasn't expecting it he really is a fucking psycho I gulp and show a shakey smile ''I love it...how about we eat some of those delicious pancakes before they get cold?'' that seemed to be the right answer as he started to smile again and sat next to me cutting me up bits of the pancakes ''if you uncuff me I could do that myself ya know'' I say praying he agrees to it but suspectedly he just shook his head ''nope I don't mind now say aaaaaah'' he points the fork to my mouth and I hesatently eat it surprisingly it was good but I was still scared incase something was hidden in it.''do you like them? I cooked then myself and I know how much you like pancakes with chocolate syrup'' I try my best to continue to fake a smile ''they are delisous you should have some too'' if he doesn't eat them that means there is something in then if he does it's safe... I need food so I geuss this is a way to make sure they didn't drug them. He takes a bite and eats it happily '' see look at us sharing food already'' he says in a sweet voice I just keep the same fake smile going' 'yep... Uh I'm kinda tired still can you uncuff me it really hurts and I won't be able to sleep with it on'' he looks at me squinting his eyes ''fine but only for your nap'' he gets up and gets the keys ''you better not run or I'll need to punish you'' I smile this time a real smile knowing this could be my chance'' I promise not to run'' he unlocks the chain and kisses my wrist. I pretend face the wall and sleep but I feel him lye back on 5he bed behind me putting his arm around me in a protective way... Well I GEUSS its supposed to be protective but to me it feels like a python wrapping its self around its prey and I feel his body come close to mine putting me more on edge but I try my best to ignore it. I will need to wait till they go to toilet or something I lay there wide awake as ever but I hear there breaths slowly become deeper and deeper then breaths turn into snores and mumbles of dreams, now is my chance to get free.

I crawl out as slow as I possibly can and as gentle as I possibly can which is a lot more difficult since I'm on the wall side but I manage to get off the bed, I slide off my shoes so they don't make noise and quietly make my way to the door shoes in hand. When I get to the door I slowly turn the doorknob but the door doesn't budge its locked shit fuck fuck fuck shit I walk to the drawer set next to the bed still making as little noise as possible and look for the key not there. I look on the floor but then remember he put it in his fucking pocket.... But I dunno which fucking one I turn to Bleu fuck I continue to say in my head as I slowly slip my hand into his back pocket nothing I check the other nothing the bastard put it in his front pocket i try slipping my hand into his front pocket but I feel his body move so I quickly remove my hand my heat beating faster than ever I hold my breath as he groans deeply angrly till he grabs hold of my pillow and holds it close to his body he must have the scent of me on that pillow to keep him occupied for now but I need to be quick I slide my hand again into his front pocket holding my breath and slide the metal key out. I kiss it a few times and slowly and quietly tip toe back towards to door again he moves groaning once more making me freeze in my tracks, I turn to see him bringing the pillow a lot closer to his body. I unlock the door, open it and walk down the stairs still with shoes in hand, I go to the front door I slowly turn the handily smiling happily tears seeping through my Hazel brown eyes but my tears of joy soon turn to tears of dispare as i feel the door not moving, my heart sinks and I wanna scream but I keep it inside. I slip on my shoes and open a window in the living room and make my way out, lucky I put shoes on as when I jump out I feel glass break under neith my feet I sigh in relief but my happy moment of freedome was cut very short as I notice I'm in the middle of a woods or forest probably in the middle of no where I start walking anyway anywhere is better than here, I hear nothing but silence I try to listen out for any sign of humans like a car or a city or something but my search was met by a man's deep voice yelling I listen closely to what they are saying ''HEY!!'' as soon as I realise it's Bleu I begin running as fast as I possibly can but my legs at still sore from not moving I begin to think I wasn't just locked up for a night as my legs wouldn't be this bad I was probably there unconscious for a few days... What was he doing to me for those few days and how was I not as hungry as I should be or as thirsty even before those pancakes. I continue to run i hear my footsteps being copied as Bleu is running after me far behind me and fast but I was fast enough to keep distance which is all I wanted was to be as far away from his as I could.

(writers note)
Again I'm really sorry with either repeating stuff over and over again or if I don't go into enough detail into think I'm just trying to get back into the habit of writing again and I really liked this idea and really wanted it to be written down so sorry.