Past (ON HOLD)

1: The Dream

I fix my makeup on the toilet, in front of the mirror. Put some lipbalm so my lips will looks soft and plumpy, and then refixing my eyebrows a little bit. As everything looks perfect, I think, I get out from the toilet.

I hold a box which is contain donuts but rich with many flavours. I smile as I get into this hospital, and go towards this one room. I knock on the door, and then I heard the door unlocked, which is digitally. So I came in, to see a blonde women, with full etiquette dress and doctor's coat on her body. She came towards me and hugs me tightly, while caressing my back.

"Long time no see, Natasha!"

I just laugh at her reaction. And then she told me to sit down, which I did. I put the donuts on the table. Her eyes shock to see the donut. She takes the box carelessly and open it. "Hmmm tastyy. Thanks" she said while putting whole donut on her mouth.

I laugh as I say "You high?"

She just shooking her head quickly, denying my statement. Dr Julia Wells, the one who will fix your mental health. Yeah I'm jk-ing. Well, that's her actual work and job, actually.

"So tell me why are you here?" She said, while eating. Her eyes are still looking at me, sparkling.

I sigh "I wanna ask you something, Julie"

"Sure, if I could help, then I'll do it"

I take a deep breath, and slowly letting all go. "I don't know how to say this, but... I have these weird dreams these days.

It's.. dark, scary, and enhancing. I don't know."

Her expression turns serious. "What kind of dreams?"

I sigh again. I close my eyes, remembering the dream I had these days.

The dark and scary

But full of mistery....

Blood splattered everywhere. I saw a dead body beside me, his side of his head was full of blood, only god knows how scary I was after what happened. He held my hand, tight. I keep feeling sad and these tears keep fell down on my cheeks.

I saw this one man, stepped closer to us. He held his hammer higher than my head, maybe trying to hit my head instead. I close my eyes, I feel restless, I feel weakness on my body. As I felt his hammer close to my head, I felt his reaction stopped.

But instead, he sat beside me, keeping our distance became close, his mouth was a few inches from my left ear. "See you later,"

I opened my eyes. He was gone. Everything was mess.

I open my eyes, feeling breathless.

"Natasha? You okay?"

I nodded.

"What's the dream?"

I take times to think whether to tell her or not.

Instead, "I don't really remember. I'll tell you when I do, okay? Bye. I have works to do. See you soon, Julie"

I said as I gave her flying kisses. She just stared at me in confusion.

••••••••••••

I lay on the sofa couch as I arrived home. The dreams earlier keep haunting me. As if I am a part of the dream. But who the hell is that murderer? And the man? With blood on his side of his head?

Help....

But maybe it's just a dream, right? There's nothing more than that.

I sigh as I heard my phone ringing. I look up to see my boss, Celine is calling. What does she wants now?

"Hello there! My Natasha! Tashy Tashy gurll!!"

Tashy tashy? What the fuck?

"Hello?"

"You have work to do. Tomorrow, actually."

Well fuck

"Do you know there will be an art exhibition at the museum? Go go go Tashy! Pleaseee!"

"First of all, stop calling me Tashy and second of all, why I should go? It's not related to my work!"

"Feistyyy. Don't say no to your boss, Tashy. That's bad. I can't go because I.. have things to do. Whatever... But maybe you can put it in your presentation next!"

"Celine..."

"I don't take no for an answer"

And then she hangs up.

FML