The effect that happen to me was horrible. Later after I got rape, Stephan carried me home. I had ask myself in my head, WHERES MY BIG BROTHER? The brother that's will always be there for me. The brother who will fight anyone who comes at me. The brother who buys me my clothes and food. I pray one day ask my father God help me get my brother back. I was sobbing bad yelling "Where's My Big Brother?"