Warrior cats x Reader

Tigerstar x Depressed reader

"Why were you even born?!"

"Your useless to Thunderclan!"

"Go kill yourself! It will make all of our lives better!"

Every. Day.

Everyday I hear those words being spat at my face. I'm just like them but still they decide to hate me... The only one in this entire clan that hasn't treated me badly have been Fireheart and Tigerclaw. Fireheart stands up for me all the time. He was technically like a brother to me.

And Tigerclaw didn't really do anything but glare a hole through their pelts and they would scamper off like a bunch of kits.

That always made me smile. Just the thought of Tigerclaw made me smile. Really Tigerclaw and Fireheart are the only ones who are keeping me alive right now.

*time skip*

Tigerclaw left... he left. His kits. His mate. But now he's the great Tigerstar. Fireheart keeps telling me it will be ok
But... I don't want to be ok. I'm just wasting of time. Like Longtail always says, "Your a waste of time!"

Maybe he's right. Fireheart is a great token to Thunderclan and all I'm doing is wasting his time by telling him my non-sense.

I quietly rose up from my nest which was in the corner of the Warriors den and went to grab a piece of fresh-kill. I decided to pick a scrawny squirrel since the queens and elders need it a lot more than a useless cat like me.

When I finished my squirrel I went to go to the river to go drown myself, no one will care anyway...

I stared into the transparent water seeing my emotionless eyes flicker with every horrible memory ever. I jumped into the icy cold river. I can feel the water seeping through my fur and my lungs begging for air.

I saw black spots in my vision until I felt something grab my scruff. They pulled me into the surface of the water. "(Y/n)... if you can hear me it's me Tigerstar... Please don't leave I-... I love you to much to let you go..." that was the last thing I heard before closing my eyes unbeknownst this was the last time they will be open.