You're you. | J.JK x K.TH |

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Y'all I'm back on my bullshit.

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Rinngg

Ringggg

Ugh...

I open my eyes slowly just to be blinded by sunlight.

I left the blinds open.

Ring ring

It was the door bell.

I get up and go to the door bell.

Not caring how I looked or what I was wearing.

I open the door.

Jeon Jeongguk.

I froze, my body still and my mind running wild.

I wanted to run away.

Into the comfort and safety of my room and warm, soft, and silky bed sheets.

"Seonie..? You cut your hair?"

My eyes widen in realization.

My body seeming to begin to go into shock. The feeling of fear welling up in the pit of my stomach.

I stepped back, slowly but surly walking back."

"Seonie? Why are you walking away.. what's wrong?"

His voice, his sweet calming honey smooth voice, filled with worry.

Tears and tears began to fall down my cheeks.

"Min-Seo.. why are you crying?"

I couldn't take it anymore. I dashed away from him and up the stairs and into my bed room.
I slam the door and lock it fast, I quickly dive into the sweet sheets of mine and cry.

"This can't be real.. this can't be real.."

I keep repeating to my self.

He saw me.

My hair..

Knock! knock!

"Min-Seo please open the door. I'm worried."

His voice muffled by the door.

I cried more and got out of my bed to face the mirror.

I saw the short hair with choppy bangs and over sized clothes. I realized I was wearing my chest bider and it made me look very flat.

I smiled. But that didn't stop the tears.

Knock! knock!

"Min-Seo I will break down this door, please open up."

I look down to my hands and hug myself.

I want this body.

More and more tears.

I stopped and looked at the door that is still blocking the other boy from coming in and seeing me.

I shakily reach my right hand out to the door knob, and unlock it. I slowly, and shakily, open the door and took a deep breath.

"Jeongguk. I'm so sorry."

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So here, sorry it was late. I've been busy lately, with school and such..

Anyways, I'm back in my terrible self destructive ways and I'm really sad, but whatever ig..

Btw!!!

MY BEAUTIFUL TRANS BOYS!!!

PLEASE DO N O T WEAR YOUR CHEST BINDER TO BED!!

IT IS BAD FOR YOUR BOOBS' HEALTH AND YOUR OWN.

AND IF I REMEMBER CORRECT, IT CAN CAUSE TERRIBLE DAMAGE TO YOUR BOOBS.

THANK YOU.

Hope you enjoyed! Lmk any feedback!

-Kiddo