My best friend and my twisted Relationship with my mate (his dad)

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    I had to let go of Chris. I know I did, but he smells so good that I had to take a few more minutes to breathe in this exotic fragrance. I allowed myself my imaginationto tack full rain over my mind. and the next thing I now I had pulled Chris in the tub and I'm so mortified that I started to cry "shh shh dont cry Zoey shh it ok dont cry hunny". I'm so sorry Chri I dont know what came over me. I look up at him and see his cheeks Staind red and I remember that I'm in the bath wet and that I have pulled him in to.     

   As Chris start to get out I happen to notice the difference in the why he was looking at me. Not like a daughter but sometimes else i cant quite put my finger on it but I think I like it. Once he's standing and out of the bath I cant help but check him out doses that make me sound bad, I really don't care he is looking all kinds of fine."I'll just um wait in the bed um bedroom yeah the bedroom until your um a yeah". okay um yeah. whatvis rong with me.

   I clean up and get out but I don't have my clothes in here and I don't want to call him back in here.  I look around and see that there is a long t-shirt so I smell it to see if it's clean and I'm rewarded with the delicate sweet savory delicious sent of Chris. I have to stop thinking about him.  I pull it over my head and walk slowly in to the bedroom.

    Chris is sitting on the end of his big soft looking bed and I still, can't move just watching. he looks up at me and I can tell that he has completely stopped breathing and is staring at my body all I want to do is throw myself at him and have my wicked way with that delicious body of his. I shake my head to clear it. l'm sorry but I didn't want to put on my dirty clothes and this was in there you don't mind do you."um I um no not st all". and I just cant help myself I run up to him and it's like I'm a Savage I push him to the bed climb on top and start to tear his clothes off and im kissing him like there's no tomorrow it happens so fast that im left confused one minute I'm all mouth and hand and the next I'm pend to the bed by Matt.

     What do you think you are doing. let me go I scream and just like that im crying again. I'm so sorry I don't know what came over me. oh god Matt I sorry your dad must think I'm a awful person you probably think so to don't hate me im so sorry. and I'm crying big fat heart wrenching sobs.

   Chris come back later that night and I pland to tell him just how sorry I'm when he come in to him room I'm siting at the end of his bed. I look up and hes watching me very closely.  Chris I'm so sorry about earlier I dont know what that was I know you must hate me I promise I won't do that again just please don't tell my parents. "I have no intentions of telling your parents but I do however have all intentions on finishing what Matt has so rudely interrupted".