Send Your Love | BamBam x Reader

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As you walked back over to the car, all you could think of were the horrible things that would result from this situation. There was no way, in your mind, that this could even remotely get better. Just thinking about it made you start to shake with anxiety. You had no idea what was going to happen if those photos got out to the public. What would happen to BamBam? The group? All of their hard work thrown down the drain? And for what!? A single picture! You huffed a huge sigh, trying to calm your nerves, as you shuffled to get into the backseat of the van and onto Bambam's lap.

"Well?" Mark looked through the mirror above the dashboard to make eye contact. "Did you get them?"

You looked up at him with regret filled in your eyes, a lump starting to form in your throat. "N-no, we lost them" you stated simply, eyes focusing on your hands placed in your lap. JB and Jennie panting as they entered the car behind you. That question alone forced your body to shake more, you couldn't control it. Bambam immediately noticed it and lightly grabbed your hand and intertwined it with his own. He gave you a reassuring squeeze and a soft smile that let you know that he had your back, no matter what happened.

"What do you mean you lost them?" Jinyoung asked in a harsh and loud tone as he turned in his seat to look back at you with a confused expression.

"I-" you tried as you got cut off by Jinyoung.

"How could you lose them? Where could they have gone? Its not like there are hundreds of people out here, we are in a nearly empty parking lot." He said getting agitated as everyone sat in their seats and got situated in the car. "All you had to do was wait for us until we came back! But what do you do!? You go and get your pictures taken by some fans! Come on now!"

"Hey! this isn't her fault! If this is anyones fault, its mine. I was the one to hug her. I was the one who was being irresponsible. I was the one who wasn't mindful of our surroundings. If you want someone to blame, blame me." Bambam said, trying to take the blows that Jinyoung were throwing at you.

You tightened your grip around Bambam's hand as you took a deep breath. "You know what Jinyoung, you're completely right" you said calmly, the anxiety and all other feelings being replaced with one feeling, anger. "It is a shame that we lost them, but don't you think for one second that I wanted this to happen. If I could change the way things turned out, I would, and you know that." Everyone stared at you, surprised at your calm approach to the situation. "And this isn't anyones fault" your eyes softened as you sent a look over to Bambam, before directing them back to Jinyoung. "I-, no, WE don't have control over people actions, no one does." You said truthfully.

Jinyoung sighed in defeat as he ran a hand through his hair, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to blow up on you like that, I'm just worried about what will happen." He sat back in his chair and he threw his head back against the headrest.

A small smirk formed on your lips as you took a comforting hand and gave his shoulder a few pats, "I know, and its okay. We all are worried, but now isn't the time to be pointing fingers. We should be working as a group to try and figure out what to do, because if those girls do decide to release those pictures." You paused for a second, attempting to get your thoughts together, "Least to say...it ain't gonna be pretty." You shook your head and closed your eyes.

Mark started the van and looked back at everyone, "Let's just get back to the house, we can probably figure something out after we get out of this crammed car. Agreed?" He changed the gears of the car and began backing out of the parking space. "Agreed" you all said in unison.