forgetting the past

chapter 1

"erica u better get your stupid ass down here this insint." my step father yells up the steps

i go down stares and find his high ass in the living room. he has a belt in his hand and rage in his eyes.

'what do you want?"

"aye girl you better watch that tone of yours got that now your stupid teacher called here, told me you aint been acting right. so imma have to straighten you on out."

shit hes gonna whop my ass for sure now i try to run but he catches me and slams me to the floor.

"imma about tired of you girl. you gonna get it now though better believe that."

he strips me down and beats me. i scream and try to stop him but he dont stop. after what seems forever he stops.

"i hate you!' i yell

"aww aint that sweet well i dont give a shit. come now and give daddy some love." is this man crazy? ever since my mama up and left me here with him wich was about two years ago all he evr does is rape, and abuse me. i wish he was dead.

"no leave me alone perv.'

he gets up and grabs me by my hair. "I said give daddy some sugar bitch."

he puts his hand between my legs i close my eyes and cry out in pain. He pushes me to the ground and rapoes me i fight but i aint strong enough.

he rapes me for a hour than sends me to the store to get him a beer and some weed.

when i get to the store i run into Tyhean some guy i no from school.

"hey erica what you doing here? this the first time i seen you outside of school."

"yeah umm well good seeing you."

i grab a case of beer and go to the counter. 'this for your step daddy again? he want weed to?" the caisher billy says.

i nod and hand him the money. He gives me the stuff and i hurry out Tyhean stands by me.

"wow they letting 14 year old girls get weed and beer now? is that really for your step dad or was that a lie?"

"why not mind your bussiness Ty?'

"Damn girl don't be mad im just curious. Hey why not let me drive  you home?"

i had a crush on Tyhean for forever but i never showed it. i smile at him. "That will be cool."

so he ends up driving me home. Which is cool with me.

"see you later have a goodnight." i try to get out the car but he stops me.

"wait Erica." he grabs my head and pressses my lips to his. it feels so good. that was my first kiss to.

"damn ummm i should go."

"Yeah , maybe we can hang sometimes? your pretty cool Erica."

"maybe see you in school."

i leap ou the car and run in the house with joy. I cant believe Ty wants to date me.

"what you smiling about girl? Come and bring me my shit."

my mood instanley changes. i hand him the bag and run up to my room. I get on my laptop that my mother left for me and log on to twitter. I inbox my bff Michelle right away and tell her everything.

After that I just fall asleep and try to forget everything. Try to forget who I live with and what I go threw everyday!

The next morning I awake to loud laughter. I climb out of bed and creep down stairs only to find my step dad Frank and one of his nasty friends chatting.

"What you down here for girl?" He questions.

"Heard u from my room what time is it?"

"Do I look like a clock to you?!" He yells his nasty friend laughs like its the funniest thing in the world.

I just shake my head and climb up stairs. Damn why did my mama leave me with this lunatic how could she leave her only child.

I check the time on my computer , I got 20 minutes before  school starts. I quickly brush my teeth, shower, comb my hair and put on my beetles shirt and my faded blue jeans. I thank the lord for school 8 hours away from HIM.