"It's been a while, hasn't it? The tulips don't grow here anymore and the little critters aren't so little either. You didn't expect life to be this sinister, did you? This painful? This truthful?
It's okay, although petals fall, they form beauty upon the ground. They pick themselves up and create a new life; into a beautiful organism. Did you know that parenting flowers shorten their roots so their children grow theirs longer? You wonder why all this kindness isn't found among us... It's because we've adapted and changed to face black, dark holes that surround us daily. I like to call it shame. The voice in our head, the temptations in our hand, combine, creating evil throughout the scenes. But there are people like you who make a difference.I'm proud, is my point. The words you bring into your head, the criticism which pained you but you bottled up and smiled. That's right, you smiled. The stress of the individual things you do, making you more tired as the days go. You just let go, and smiled. The depression which was brought upon you showed no match, the sleepless nights showed no match. Nothing could face that smile. The sickening words circled you, didn't they? The horrible beasts that you dealt with for eleven years are not quite so beastly when you show them your smile."
As these words repeat day by day into my head, I find myself almost reciting it as the lord's prayer. It's kind of funny how someone who you think didn't notice you could say such powerful things. Her name was simple, yet her personality was complex compared. She had opinions on everyone, but, she loved everyone, even in their wrong doing. I was nothing compared to her.
She once figured out I felt like that, and that's where her speech started to come into existence. The words and people that effected both of us. Sickening. Absolute sickening. It's alright, I just thought I'll push it to the back. It didn't help, yet it did. Life is just that confusing.
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Tea. Absolute Tea.
AdventureMix between my thoughts and life, and a bit of fantasy.