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I would cry myself to sleep

Ready to kill myself but wouldn't make a peep

Depression was now taking over

I was just ready for it all to end

Then came you

You let me know that everything would get better

Taught me how to enjoy life when I thought I couldn't

Told me there was a reason for my existence

Let me know it was possible for me to change the world

Then there's you

You make me happy when I'm down

Gave me reasons to live

Got me through the hardest times

Made sure I knew that everything was going to be fine

Now You're gone

I don't know what to do

How am I supposed to get over losing the solution to all my problems

What am I supposed to do when the reason I smiled is gone

How am I supposed to live when the person who gave me a reason to live is no longer living

Theres no more you

No longer can see your smile or hear your laugh

I feel like I've lost everything

My outlet, my inspiration, my encouragement

a friend, a supporter, a icon

Gotta live without you

The worst part is I cant tell no one how I actually feel

You were my diary

Now I no longer have no one to vent to
Cant let no one know I'm damn near dying over you

Back to crying myself to sleep

I cant get over you

I cant sleep

I close my eyes and your all I see

Back to being depressed

Back to feeling like life is meaningless

Gotta live without you

Back to being numb

Back to feeling alone

Never would've imagined this

That someone like you could play such a huge role in my life

Theres more you

You're memories will still make the world laugh

You will forever watch and comfort us

Your legacy will forever be in our hearts

Your words will continue to inspire

Although you're gone

I'll try to smile

I can push through for you

I'll continue your goal of making this world a better place

Cause now this world is fool of so much evil

Then there was you

My balance

My salvage

My moonlight

My star

Then came you

You saved me just like I saved you

I think of you every time I see the moon

I hope you're happy where you are

And you no longer have to be numb or alone

There is a way to live without you

Mix a little weed with a little bit of cash

With a little bit of this with a little bit of that

We gone be alright

And continuing to spread the bad vibes