I would cry myself to sleep
Ready to kill myself but wouldn't make a peep
Depression was now taking over
I was just ready for it all to end
Then came you
You let me know that everything would get better
Taught me how to enjoy life when I thought I couldn't
Told me there was a reason for my existence
Let me know it was possible for me to change the world
Then there's you
You make me happy when I'm down
Gave me reasons to live
Got me through the hardest times
Made sure I knew that everything was going to be fine
Now You're gone
I don't know what to do
How am I supposed to get over losing the solution to all my problems
What am I supposed to do when the reason I smiled is gone
How am I supposed to live when the person who gave me a reason to live is no longer living
Theres no more you
No longer can see your smile or hear your laugh
I feel like I've lost everything
My outlet, my inspiration, my encouragement
a friend, a supporter, a icon
Gotta live without you
The worst part is I cant tell no one how I actually feel
You were my diary
Now I no longer have no one to vent to
Cant let no one know I'm damn near dying over youBack to crying myself to sleep
I cant get over you
I cant sleep
I close my eyes and your all I see
Back to being depressed
Back to feeling like life is meaningless
Gotta live without you
Back to being numb
Back to feeling alone
Never would've imagined this
That someone like you could play such a huge role in my life
Theres more you
You're memories will still make the world laugh
You will forever watch and comfort us
Your legacy will forever be in our hearts
Your words will continue to inspire
Although you're gone
I'll try to smile
I can push through for you
I'll continue your goal of making this world a better place
Cause now this world is fool of so much evil
Then there was you
My balance
My salvage
My moonlight
My star
Then came you
You saved me just like I saved you
I think of you every time I see the moon
I hope you're happy where you are
And you no longer have to be numb or alone
There is a way to live without you
Mix a little weed with a little bit of cash
With a little bit of this with a little bit of that
We gone be alright
And continuing to spread the bad vibes
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Poetrya bunch of random poems and short stories. They're trash I'm just cleaning out my drive