Love Happens

Love Happens - Part 18

Love Happens - Part 18

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Justin's P.O.V.

Am I doing the right thing now? Is going to Atlanta a clever way out of this...I don't even know what I'm doing right now. I might need a new perspective of life. I just hope this is a good way. Even if it's the easy and cowardly way.

I hear my driver cursing to the car in front of our car for driving to slow and my bodyguard Josh is just staring out the window...he has been doing that in 15 minutes now...We're not so far away from the airport tho. It's 4AM in the morning and my flight leaves at 4:30AM. I chose an early time so there won't be lots of fans and paps at the airport. I know the paps will be there tho..

I'm wearing grey sweatpants, a black hoodie, a black snapback, an orange scarf and sunglasses..I know it sounds too much but I just don't want everyone to recognize me. 

Scott (the driver) - ''Yo Justin, we're here.'' He says as he parks the car in front of the back door entreance to the airport.

Justin - ''Thanks man.'' I say and look out the car window to see if there are any paps here..yet.

Josh - ''Are you ready bro?'' He asks as he grabs the car door handle to open it.

I slowly nod and get out of the car. I hear some voices yelling ''He's here, he's here!'' ...The fucking paps. They're running towards the car with their big freaking cameras. Hate them.

Josh - ''MOVE!'' He shouts at them as he's trying to keep them away from me. They're asking so many questions and keep flashing with their cameras at my face. I wonder how one day would be like without these idiots.

Their questions: ''JUSTIN, WHAT ARE YOU RUNNING AWAY FROM THIS TIME? WHERE ARE YOU GOING? TRYING TO COVER YOUR STONED EYES? ANYTHING GOING ON IN YOUR LOVE LIFE? WE'VE BEEN HEARING SOME RUMORS BOUT YOU AND YN, CARE TO FILL US IN? OR ISN'T SHE GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU? SHE GOT A BAD REPUTATION?''

The last one really bugged me..They can call me and tell my anything they want but the're NOT allowed to say things about the ones I love.

I clench my jaw and turn around to say something to the one who talked about YN, but Josh grabs my hand and mouths no. He's right tho, I shouldn't say anything because then TMZ is gonna start rumors etc..

--SKIP TO THE FLIGHT--

We're in my private jet now..It took a while to get rid of the paps but it's not something that i'm not used to. Josh and I are sitting in our seats. He's listening to music as he's reading a book. I'm just looking out the window and thinking..about YN.

I know that she'll see the photos of me at the airport when she wakes up. I just really didn't want her to find out this way. Will she ever speak to me again? Will she ever trust me or even want to see me again? I just want her to be happy. I don't know how long I'm gonna stay in Atlanta..but what I know for sure is that I'm gonna miss her so much. Even if we've just known eachother in 2 weeks I have this special connection with her. I've felt that since the first day we met.

I check instagram a quicky and decide to check YN's profile. She has posted a photo..of a rose with falling petals...Her caption really hit me. ''I thought what we had was real...Guess I was wrong.''  

The pilot - ''Fasten your seatbelts, we're taking off.'' He says with a high tone, making me almost jump off my seat.

I sigh and fasten my seatbelt, put on my headphones, play a song and just try to get my mind clear. God..please don't let this trip to make anything worse. Let her be happy and give her what she wishes for.