Mark's POV
"Stop Mark, Stop" I heard a Irish voice say, and I jump out of fear. Jack? Did Jack see me? Crap He Must Have! I sit there with my head down lost in thought for what feels like hours, until I hear Jack's voice again, "M-mark, pick up the phone, we need to t-talk...". I think to myself what should do, he clearly saw me. After about a mintune I pick up the phone and look at the screen. I see what once was a happy cheerful face, crying his eyes out. At first he doesn't speak almost as if he had nothing to say. After a while he says, "Why?" he sounds genuinely scared for my answer, so i don't, I sit there with my head down not wanting to answer. What he does next scares me a little, he screams at the top of his lungs, louder than he ever have in a video, "ANSWER ME MARK!" I look at him threw the phone tears rolling down my cheeks, I mange to stutter out,"I d-don't know" Then he looks down, for what feels like hours, then raises his head and whispers, "Why didn't you tell me?" I look at the phone and all I say is, "I'm sorry, Jack you were meant to see me like this, noone is". Jack looked at me, "I am coming to L.A. right now Mark."
Jack's POV
Mark that strong guy I looked up too just cut himself, and then he just sits there, why? My head is spining. WHY DIDN'T HE TELL ME!?!? I could have helped him. I need to ask him why, I need to know. I then relise that I am cryng, "M-mark, pick up the phone, we need to t-talk...". He doesn't pick up the phone right away but thankfully he does, at first i can't speak, what do you say to your crush when you just saw him cut his wrists, "Why?" I finally ask. He doesn't answer me, but i need to know. I scream, "ANSWER ME MARK!". I didn't realise how loud I was until I saw that loveable pile of floof flinch away from the camera, as if i just pretended i was gonna stab him. He replies "I d-don't know". My heart is breaking inside. I look down at my lap. "Why didn't you tell me?" I whisper not having the balls to scare him again like that. Then he replies, "I'm sorry, Jack you were meant to see me like this, noone is" I cant take it anymore. I look at him straight in his eyes and say, "I am coming to L.A. right now Mark."
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Life is not worth living~~Septiplier
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