The Beginning

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My room. It was never silent in there. Ever. From dusk till dawn. There was no silence. I was probably one, if not, the oldest kid in my orphanage. Sometimes it got lonely. I haven't had a decent conversation with another teenager in at least 4 years.

The kids here were so young. Either that or they were just hitting fucking puberty. Voice cracks and sexually confused pre-teens all around!! But the only one child that I had taken a liking to was Corey. He is honestly a little sweetheart.

You'll eventually hear more about him. But enough about that. Lets talk about the absolute fear that tingled its way inside my bones as I tried to sleep. It was the night before my first day. My heart seemed to be beating out of my fucking chest.

Thump. Thump. Repeat.

Its scaring me. But I cant let it show. Let it go.
And no. If you thought of the Frozen reference, I despise you. You Alien. That movie is on repeat at this place. The songs had practically burned themselves into my brain.

But anyway. I cant let my guard down tomorrow. I cant let it down now. Not ever. I cant let these people fuck with me. I'm terrified, lets all hope and pray, that Ill make it to see the next few days.

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