Why him

What is she hiding

Ryder pov
After the whole p.e thing I knew she was going to say depression but I wanted to here her say it, its now lunch I sat down with hunter and Leo we talked and then I turn around and see Alice leave the cafeteria we're the hell she going i needed to see we're but I didn't want to tell hunter so I said "hey guys I need to uhh go to the bathroom"they nodded there heads and I left I saw her going into the girls bathroom I peek through to see what hey I am not a stalker ok I am just nosey I peek though and s-she CUTS herself I wanted to open the door and stop her but then she would not trust me so I left I couldn't watch it my heart it was breaking and I knew why I was hurt cause I am in love with her ever since I saw her in middle school I wanted her no needed her she was like a siren calling me to come to her I went back to the cafeteria after school right before I was about to hop in my Lamborghini of course marina is running to my car and her 3 little gons too great hint the BIG ASS SARCASM she still looks sluty "baby please take me back"I rolled my eyes and gave her a sly smile and said back"take you back what to hell I will gladly do that "she looked pissed"well what dose that little nerdy bitch have that I don't"how dare she call her a bitch"SHe IS NOT A BITCH SHE IS REAL AND SHE ISNT USEING ME SHE IS NOT MEAN AND YOU EMMA SHE DOSENT HAVE A FAKE NOSE EMILY SHE DOSENT GOSSIP AND YOU LILLY YOUR A BITCH FOR TELLING THESE THREE LITTE HOES HER SECRETS SHE TRUSTED YOU I HOPE YOU ALL FUCKING CHOKE ON A DICK"and with that I drove off All i saw was red how dare they I needed to see her my one and only Alice she was everything to me I pretty sure if I was going to kill someone she would be the only one to stop me I love her so much I love her never thought I would say that but i can't my best friends little sister fuck i hate life