I am so tired right now I have had no sleep at all due to my dad and today he has threatened to kill my friends if they come near me tomorrow because tomorrow is my bday but he doesn't even remember today has been the 12 year mark of him killing my mum and he's sitting in the livingroom getting drunk and I have already cut 6 times today becuz he has threatened to kill me and I just don't know....what's the point anyways I'm so miserable.