He can only hold him.

the life of the broken alcoholic loveless one day best man

"Hey, Kacchan!" An annoyance called out to me behind me. I want to grab the green haired rookie and throw him on the counter sometimes. "What is it Deku?" I say rubbing my temple and turning my way to the happy-faced annoying friend. "I was wondering... Well, it's a big favor you know?" His hands were squeezing each other right and his face went from happy to nervous. Rambling making nonsense. "Deku what did I tell you about your stupid rambling itself is really annoying can you just get to the point before I ignore you all day again," I say with my face turning more annoyed than ever. His face looked now sweaty and after a few seconds, he stopped talking until I turned away and heard words that made my eyes wide. "Will you be my best man!" He flinched out hiding his face with his hair. "Haha, very funny Deku! You scared the shit out of me like your engaged who would marry you-" when he looked at Deku's crying face and on his left hand a ring. "Oh you're serious" My heart was racing and my mind was questioning the same question 'why the does he want me to be his best man?!' a few seconds passed for the realization of an annoying friend that I despise and mostly like is asking me to be his best man... I mean I could have seen this coming we've been weird friends since we were kids. "Uh, why me?" was really all I could say.
"Because you're my friend! The one that I trust and get confidence for this exact moment right here!" he shouted or really just said it fast that I can kind of understand him. I was about to make my decision bringing from my mouth a big fat NO but then... "Please, Katsuki I have no one else to ask I mean I asked Denki but he uh I don't think it's okay to ask your ex-boyfriend and friend to be your best man" those words just made me feel bad for the cheerful idiot more. "You guys broke up in high school and became friends afterward I'm pretty sure it's okay" I try to convince him so. "Well, he said No he says to ask you and I agreed with him."

"...No"

"Please!"

"Don't bring out those eyes! You bastard"

"Please, Kacchan I promise I swear to never ask you something ever important again!"

"Fine!"

He bounced up and down with daring to almost hug me before I put my hand to his face pushing him away. "Thank you Kacchan! You're the best and if you need me to be your best man I'll take it in a heartbeat!" His response made me regret it more. "Yeah like that would ever happen... Then again you guys have been together for like 5 years I guess it is time for you to get married when are you and the unlucky one getting married?" waiting maybe for a month or maybe two. "Well... Uh, you just got back from your month trip so I tried to get in contact with you but this the only day you came to work this month so... It's scheduled umm..." I was tired of waiting and his stupid rambling is just giving me more stressed out. "Deku speak!"

"Tomorrow!"

"What!"

I felt punching him as hard I can but he needs to look good tomorrow so I can't. I go up to him with him still pleading and flick him on the nose. "Fine one day I make miracles happen there better be lots of drinks to get me through this." The ash blonde smiled at his weird friend. "Alright, thanks again Kacchan!"
He left with talking to that annoying jumpy chick what was her name? Something Uraraka. When he leaves I grab my bottle drinking as much as I can to actually slam my head wondering what the hell did I just agree to.
"Best man, wedding?!, one day! And, me!? What the fuck is up with this day already" even though that was more depressing he was yelling and drinking in the employee's bathroom. Look in the mirror with his eyes beat red and his heart beating fast like lightning strikes. "Why me though... damn it he really is retarded!" Honestly, he never changed he still is the Deku I met after all this time.
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"Kacchan wanna be best friends!"

"Can you be my friend at the dance!"

"He broke up with me!"

"Were roommates!"

"I'm in love with you Katsuki!" yeah he was drunk his first time.

"I'm getting married Kacchan"

"Will you be my best man?"

Yup, he's the same Deku.
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I wash my face and go back home. Being greeted by my little cat Ryu even though I use to hate pets at least I have someone to keep me company in this damn city. "You pest you still here?" I walk over to the kitchen grabbing his canned food and laying it on the floor when he eats it. Grabbing the remote from the sofa turning on the TV to see nothing interesting like usual. "There is nothing ever good on is there..." I go to the fridge grabbing a bottle of sake and some a cup of noodles. Turning on the lights from outside my view staring at the city full of bright lights. "Will I ever find love? Nah." I sigh eating my noodles while hearing upstairs some girl that sings and parties all the time she's a DJ I think but not those loud ones like a softer kind thank god. Love doesn't come so easy to me to understand I feel it like it's just a made-up word to feel make others happy for a bit and then fall out of it. A rare disease that always ends up like nothing at all. After making myself sadder I get up from the edge and go back outside smashing myself on my sofa hitting my head on the board of it. "Ah fuck!" after staring at the see-through ceiling. Holding my hand out wanting to just grab that one spark and find a purpose of which life I live. "Let's get tomorrow over with." with that I close my eyes and sleep until I feel more tired.
I feel the sun hits my eyes and hearing banging on my front door. "Katsuki! Katsuki!" who the hell can that be? I walk to the door and open it with barging in was Shouto? The unlucky guy? With a pissed off face and in a suit. A suit?
......OH SHIT DEKU!
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"And that's how it happened you know? It was that damn fast and in fact, it was probably the last time someone would give me that honor." I explain while taking another drink to calm my nerves down. "Listen Katsuki why did you call me? I mean I have nothing to do at the moment I'm just asking why?" Katsuki's only person he can talk to said. "Because you know how to get over things easily and I have no one else at the moment, but I do need help or a friend..." the drunken bastard said taking another drink to feel numb. "Well first give me that drink if you want my help give me that drink that's not helping your situation." He grabbed Katsuki's drink and moved it to the side within a heartbeat he clung onto him crying on his shoulder feeling the pity tears down his neck. "Hey, you don't cry ever remember? You're making a scene as well. Now continue what happened alright?" The friend said pushing the tearing boy off. It took a minute before the ash blonde can talk again with the only reason he cried was that yes he's a drunken mess and the same song that his heart got broken to played on the speakers.

"You ready?"

"Yeah thanks, Denki..."

"For you I was the flame
Love is a losing game
Five story fire as you came
Love is a losing game"