Beautiful time - Na Jaemin [ Book 1 ]

[ 01 ] That time when you wanted to talk

"What are you doing?"

"Just taking some photos"

"Take one of me"

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The sound of the high school bell let me know that the period was finished and that it was time to return to my own house.

I went out of the classroom, while everyone ran with their Friends to the school entrance. It was my third week already in the new high school at eleventh grade and it seems like nobody had notice me, but I didn't mind at all. Being alone isn't that bad, I could take photos , write on my notebook, listen to some music and walk trough the school garden, letting the september sun bright me with his sunshines. Being alone wasn't a big deal.

I walked to the school entrance when I saw Hye, she was madly beautiful and of course her Friends were too. Starting from Lee Donghyuck, the class clown, he makes Friends fast and always makes Friends around, except for me, who was also invisible for him

Next to Donghyuck was Lee Jeno , he wasn't in my class but I Heard many conversation of girls talking about him. Then there was Boram, Hye's best friend, she was very funny actually, I talked her in english class for a Project and next to her and Hye, was him, Na Jaemin.
He was in my class, he wasn't good at all in literature, since he would just talk or sleep, but he was good in being handsome and happy. I've never talk to him, but just by seeing him I assume that he's also one of the "too cool for you" clique, so I decided to just ignore him and his Friends.

When I wanted to talk to someone, because of boredom I could relay on my brother who is two years younger than me. I was about to go when I Heard my name. -Who is she?- Jaemin asked to his clique. -Park Minhae- Hye said laughing out loud. -She's on our class idiot- Boram replied.
-Park Minhae!- Jaemin shouted and I turned around slowly. -Hello!- he said cutely. I bowed a Little in response and continued walking.

I didn't wanted to get involved with that people, I know what happens when you get to talk to people like them, or when you get to be their Friends. I've been there once, and I won't make the same mistake again.

I kept walking trough Seoul's streets with a positive mind to my academy, once I got there I saw my two Friends waiting at the stairs in front of the entrance, Hyeri was talking to a boy. -Can I have your number?- he said and before Hyeri could answer Hendery shouted: -She has already a boyfriend- and took Hyeri by the hand to get closer to me . I liked it there since, unlike school I have people who I talk to and actually they were very funny. -You are almost late again- Hendery noticed me and I rolled my eyes. -Yah! Why would you say that?!- Hyeri said annoyed. -What if he's a pervert?- he said annoyed as well. -Okay guys, enough for today- I said and put my arms around their shoulders entering the academy. 

We walked the hallways as usual and entered the classroom as son as the teacher entered as well. 
Hendery sat down next to Hyeri. Just by the way they are always fighting each other over Little things, but Hendery actually takes good care of her, and give her that look, that powerful look, with that sparkle on his eyes. When Will Hyeri notice it too? It should be beautiful, having someone who likes you so much.

-I'm sorry, I'm late- some familiar voice said. "No please, let it not be him" I said and when I looked up I saw Na Jaemin, some girls were smiling brightly but I was just trying to not make eye contact, so he wouldn't sit next to me. 
Hyeri turned in my direction and whispered: -He's handsome. S E N D  H E L P

I denied and looked down at my notebook. -Try to come in time next time, understand? Now take a sit please- the teacher said. Everything was going well, till I decided to llok up at him and we made eye contact. He smiled brightly again, that smile. -Park Minhae!- he said a bit loud and everyone turned their attention to me. Great. He sat down and I could smell that smell of beautiful flowers, and the prettiest spring. 

-What a concidence- he said smiling. -No, most students in our school come here every afternoon
-Is it that way?- he asked and I nodded. -Well, then let's take this opportunity to get closer- he smiled and took his pencil case. 

I couldn't be that suprised, it was  kind of obvious that Jaemin needed to go to an academy like me. Hyeri turned around and nodded sightly, while smiling brightly. -What do you see in him?- Hendery asked and Hyeri pushed him softly. I rolled my eyes and starting taking notes on my exercise book. Suddenly after hours of full concentration, I saw Jaemin falling at sleep. His head was falling and he couldn't keep his eyes open, although he did every excersice the teacher asked us to do. I smiled at how cute he looked. Wait no. At how ridiculous he looked, yes, ridiculous, not cute. 

-Okay that's all for today- the teacher said loudly and Jaemin woke up as fast as he could. -Are we finished?- he asked and I nodded. -Then bye Minhae, see you at school- he said and got up. 

-Is he on your school?- Hyeri said when he went, I nodded sightly in response. She smirked and Hendery looked at her dissapopinted. -Let's go Hendery, my mother Will kill me if I get late again- she said. -Bye, Minhae!- I waved at her when I saw them getting out of the building. 

I started walking when someone called me on the phone. -Noona, did you finished already?- Jisung asked.
 -Yes
-Mum and dad are on a buissness trip till sunday, so...
-So the friday in family is cancelled, again- I interruped him. -Noona- he said with kind of broken voice. -I'll be there, wait for me a bit more Jisungie- I said and when I ended the call a tear fell of my cheek.

-Today is mother day kids, let's all draw something for our mothers okay?- the teacher said. Everyone was drawing beautiful drawings of her mothers, there were tall and tiny mothers, other had a long hair, but other had short hair. I drawed my mother normal, not too tall, but not too short, not with that much of long hair, but also I didn't draw her with short hair, but the special in my drawing was that, I didn't draw my mother's face. Because I couldn't remember her factions well.  -Park Minhae, why does your mother not have face?-a girl said laughing. -I don't remember it
-How can you not remember your mother's face?- another kid said laughing. But it was the truth I didn't remember my mother's face, gestures, height. Because my mother was too busy with work that my grandmother used to take care of me instead of her. Without knowing it my nine years old girl started crying. -I miss you mum- I said while crying all over.

I was sitting on a bench next to the river, letting the tears fall. I missed my parents, I never had the opportunity to talk with my mother about the Boys I've liked, about my problems or even about how our day was. And it hurted me, that my parents didn't had time for me and my brother, that they think we are just another problem to take care of. I took a Deep breath of fresh air, and took a look at the river. I should enjoy Little things insetad of being sad, at least that's what he told me once, before he went.

-Park..!-  I Heard but decided to ignore it, but that someone sat down next to me on the bench. 

-Are you okay?- Jaemin asked worried, once I looked at him, I didn't care at all of who he was, I just needed comfort so I cried. Suddendly I felt his arms around me, like a warm embrace who warmed not only me, but my heart, telling him that everything was okay. -It's okay to cry sometimes- he said whipping out my tears. I nodded and hugged him again. It was strange, I didn't know Jaemin, but I knew I could trust him and I knew I needed this, I needed to get everything out. We kept hugging each other, while watching the sunset, he didn't asked anything, and I was thankful. 

This chapter is a mess rn but i'll try to edit it and make it better