Save Me

Do you ever feel so broken?

So broken that you just want to sink into the ground?

When they fight

When his attitude ruins everything

The stress building up

Work.

Love.

Tense.

Intense.

It’s all breaking down

The world

My world…

It crumbles

Tears fall.

Salty beads on my tongue

Cry, cry

Cry for the brokenness

The lies.

The shouting.

Screams in my hears,

No music can drown out

Though I try.

To keep out the screams

With deafening sounds

By artists

With experiences

Whole new lives

Shared through a melody

Lyrics.

Sentences.

Words.

A blur…

I wish I was one of them

Sharing my stories

To get away from this world of mine

That is falling

Falling

Falling

Down

In a flurry of waterfalls.

They cry

They scream

And inside

It kills

Meaningless things

Cruel.

Mean.

Torture.

Pain.

I dare you to try to drown out the sounds

Mother against son.

Blames .

Lies.

Waterfall tears.

Tricks.

Lay my head under the water

I don’t want to see this tortured light

You only know how to blame others

Destroying everything

Leave it all

Leave it all

The cold chills through me

Through my bones

The constraints of reality

Of mortality

No

No

Help me

Help me away

Don’t say anything

Anger

Screams

Dragging me down

I don’t want to drown

Don’t want to drown in this salt water lake

My hands are numb

Freezing off

They don’t move

I can’t write

Can’t think

Go Away

Go Away from me

Leave

Just leave

One More Time

Chained

Chained here

Can’t leave

Tied by blood

Fights

Is it real

Ungrateful brat

I need more

Need

It

All

Thank you, sorry, please

A day full of stretched smiles

A night filled with darkened screams and tears

You never learn

Don’t say anything else

Please

Please

Just don’t say anything

Just don’t

Go away

Just don’t

Say

Anything.

I don’t want this

I can’t deal with it anymore…

Denial.

The key.

Broken.

Undeserved.

The shrill tones of the guitar cut through my head

Into my bones

Shrill, sharp, piercing

Destroying me slowly

Slowly.

Muddled up

Don’t know what to think, to write

How to live

I’ve never been

Never been

Free…

No I’ve never been

Free…