It's hard to say when you're breaking
When the one that fixed you is making you break and
It's hard to let them know that they're failing
because they said they would try their best and
It's hard to say when you're crying
It is just so much easier lying
Forget about the choices, I'm lying
It's okay I say because I'm shy, man
staying up late and I'm writing
staying up late, crying
staying up late, dying
The things I tell you are sincere
I love you, but sincere is different here
I'll tell you "okay" with a period
I'm passive aggressive, I learned from other kids
I've learned to hide my tears behind the screen
I've learned to hide my feelings and what they mean
I'm fighting to stay with you, can't you see
I'd love if you fought just a little, to stay with me.
Trauma makes me dissociate, that's what's wrong with me
I'd learned to hide this fact, I'm disconnected from reality.
