What Am I Doing Anymore. sequel to Help Me a baron brother story

chapter 3

When they got home from the appointment, their dad of course, was watching TV, mad. "Dad. Are you okay" "where we're you" "jesse had an appointment at 4" "and you couldn't tell me" "no. You gave us hell just for going on a walk for him to cool his mind" "how would I know what's going on. He never tells me" "what's going on with you. Us" "go to your room" "dad" "ROOM NOW" "let's go" he grabbed jesse's hand and ran up the stairs. "What's going on with you. He came back from the military 2 months ago, everything's calm and now you guys are having arguments. Who are you" "j, please listen to me" "what. I thought that you weren't going to go and fight our dad. I feel like I don't know you anymore" "I'm your brother. I love you to death, and I don't know if your ever going to forgive me but I am really sorry" "sorry doesn't count it. I'm sorry but I'm going out for a while. I'll see you later or next month. I'll text you but don't expect it to be often" he went to to his room, packed his stuff. He came out and and then gave his brother a kiss on the cheek. And went down stairs and their dad stopped him. "Where are you going" "to my boyfriends house" he left and went to Michell's house. Once he got there, he went up to the door and knocked. "Baby. What's wrong" "can we talk inside, I'm cold" "yeah sure" they went inside, Michell, closing the door behind him. "What's wrong" "my brother is always fighting with our dad. I need to stay here for a while and talk to you" he went to the couch and then held his boyfriend in his arms. "I tried to commit suicide" "j. Why" "because i. Because it seems like I really don't belong here anymore. Do you know how much hate I get everyday. At school, slammed into lockers, called names, I would always come home crying and running to my room, locking the door behind me. My brother tried to come in but I didn't hear him and that's why started to self harm. I don't like it here, it's a struggle. I feel like I'm going to pass out" "lay down. Let me get you some water. Have you had any thing to drink" "nothing to eat or drink" "why not" "my dad" "what does he do" "he had been really, really stressed. He's trying to get a job and now his fighting with my brother" "okay, relax your voice" then when Michel started to come over to him, he was on the ground passed out completely. "Babe. You gotta get up. Come on" he called the ambulance and after 10 minutes they were at his door step and then they got him onto a stretcher and went to the hospital. Michel was lucky enough to have his camera with him. But they were inside.