A/N: so basically I wrote this when I was younger and feeling at my lowest. Im sharing this because even though Im a happy person and someone who is generally optimistic there are times where a person just feels like absolute trash. I wrote this thinking I was never going to get through it but I did have some hope, and reading this I just want to say to old myself: WE DID IT!!! theres was some notes that was written with this poem but ill share it for another time because this book is for poetry and giving each word an emotion, a power, if you ever feeling down or relate to this or just want to make a new friend, PLZ talk to me, I love talking to people.
Lost in Solitude:
Every moment hidden
I am left alone
without being
noticed
without being heard
I want to run
but i'm trapped
the only friend that
stands beside me was
once my fear
darkness
despite the everlasting
heart throb
I am left alone
without being asked
but used
the only serenity i felt
was in a place i dread
but loved the
warmth
no one understands me
and never will
I tried to fight
but now given
up
im tired of fighting
the wall
im ready to
just let it
grow and strengthen
darkness give me the
happiness i
need and light has
left me helpless
My defense gotten
stronger
but my offence
broken
