You park on the side and you exit the car with the three guys. You meet up with the other four guys and you begin walking down the street. You see some purple L.E.D lights and you take some purple aesthetic pictures with the guys.
"We're going to the club over there." Jimin says leaving you alone with Namjoon.
You look at Namjoon and You smile and press you lips together awkwardly.
"So what do you want to do?" You ask scratching the back of your head.
"Anything I guess?" Namjoon says awkwardly.
You nod and just walk down the street side by side. There was an awkward moment where you both looked at each other the same time.
"Food!" You yell running to the booth and you buy some Korean barbecue. Namjoon sticks his hands in his pockets and walks behind you.
"Are you two dating so cute! I love the younger generation!" The old lady says with a smile.
"Oh we aren't da-" You begin saying.
"I know we are right." Namjoon smirks and puts his arm around your waist.
You widen your eyes and push him off of you, "We aren't dating ma'am." You say sternly and pay for your barbecue.
You walk away from the booth, "What the fuck was that for Namjoon?" You ask angrily.
"Just for fun." He smirks.
You walk into the club and sit down near Namjoon and you look at him.
You finish eating and you put a piece of gum in your mouth and you begin to stand up until Namjoon grabs your hand making you stop.
You turn around and he says, "Stay." You yank your hand away and stare at him weirdly and then he stands up and pulls you closer to him. You were surprised by this and it was too quick.
He cups your face and kisses you slowly. You were shocked by his action because he always seemed like he hated you.
You push away from him and look into his eyes. He looks down with pink on his cheeks but you wrap your arms around him and tip toe kissing him again.
You feel him smile against your lips and he pulls away and looks down at you smiling.
You look down and you can feel your cheeks getting a little heated.
*??? POV* (who do you think it is oof)
As I saw Y/N kissing Namjoon I could feel my blood boiling. I could feel my hands tensing up into a fist. I walk over to the two when they parted and I punched Namjoon in the stomach and walk away.
Y/N came running after me but I kept walking until she grabbed my arm and spun me around making me face her. The tears were rushing out and Y/N pulled me into her embrace and rubbed the back of my head.
It made me happy she ran after me instead of helping Namjoon up. She pulled me to the side as people were walking down the street and sat me at a bench.
"Kookie, I'm sorry." Y/N apologizes to me cupping my face with her soft hand.
"No I'm sorry, I shouldn't have gotten mad. I'm being selfish." I confess as my tears still rushed through my eyes creating streams of what seemed like whatever falls.
Y/N glides her finger under my eyes wiping away my tears and I smiled slightly.
"Jungkook, I know you liked me. And I liked you too, a long time ago. You were my first love if I can say but we faded and lost connection and everything changed. If I could go back so we can stay linked than I would but I can't." Y/N begins to say tearing up. "Kookie, I love you so much. You know this but I got over you and you should get over me too. But I love you and you should know that you should never lose hope. You stayed with me in my worse and you saw the Best of Me." Y/N continues.
"You'll always be in my heart, forever. Thick and thin and you are the one I relied on since we were little kookie. You will always be My Kookie. But I can't be your love anymore Jungkook. I love you as a brother and it will now remain like that." Y/N begins crying as she held my hand and tightened her grip.
"Let's go back to the house Jungkook, i'll just tell Jin an excuse." Y/N sniffles and gives me a smile. I nod and wipe my tears and we walk to Y/N's car and begin to drive back to the mansion.
... (2nd POV)
You arrive back to the house and you walk inside and you part off from Jungkook.
You knew he needed closure and that you'd never feel for him. As soon as you walk into your bedroom you see Namjoon sitting on your bed rubbing his forehead.
"Y/N, can we talk?" Namjoon says putting his hands together.
"Yea what happened at the club you didn't mean it. It's fine you can go now." You mumble trying to clear your voice since you just cried.
"Pardon?" Namjoon says standing up. "I actually really think..." He begins. "Fuck it."
He walks closer to your door, shuts it, locks it. He walks over to you and pulls you to him and kisses you. Again you were shocked so you pushed him off of you.
"Namjoon this isn't right. It's just your stupid man hormones." You hiss opening your bedroom door.
"Yeah I have hormones, but if I didn't like you I would've done this to someone in the club right in front of you." Namjoon whispers in your ear. You feel his lip slightly touching your ear and you get the goosebumps.
Namjoon pins your arms on the door harshly making the door shut. He locks the door and smirks and kisses you.
He pushed you onto the bed and bites your lip for entrance. He inserts his tongue in your mouth and kisses you softly.
You remember the first time you kissed him. Your birthday party, that kiss was filled with lust and hunger but this one was different, it was light, passionate, and soft. But right at this moment he turned into a huge fluff ball.
He goes down your neck and breathes slightly and then kisses it softly making his way to your soft spot.
You moan slightly and Namjoon continues sucking that spot slightly.
You hear a knock on the door and you sigh and stand up fixing your outfit. You walk to your door and open it to see Jimin standing there with food. "There's food Y/N.. and Namjoon." He says and then walks away with his lips together.
You look at Namjoon and bite your lip holding in your laughter.
"I wonder how long he was standing out there." You chuckle exiting the room and going downstairs to eat the food they brought.
You see the empty seat in between Hobi and Jungkook and you sit there and put some food on your plate. You see Jungkook's hand on his lap but you grab it and squeeze it tightly to reassure him making him look at you and smile.
You slap his thigh, "This boy right here is a big booty Judy!" You exclaim and everyone begins bursting out laughing.
Hobi chokes on his food, Yoongi claps and nods, Namjoon does his famous chuckle, Jimin falls out his chair laughing gasping for air, Tae laughs loud and smiles widely, Jungkook laughs hiding his 100% red face, and Jin laughs like a Windex bottle.
You smile at the whole process.
~Tbh? I just wanted this to have a happy ended lmao but like this chapter was purtty juicy ya feel me? Okay bye :o
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