10/29/18
I've had this feeling ever since I was a little boy a sense of wanting to belong somewhere to mean something to someone. This feeling is hard to explain but I'll do my best to describe it for you. I felt this emptiness like apart of me was missing. It's silly but
I've always wanted to fall asleep and wake up to the person I love but every time I closed my eyes I had hoped one day it would come true. Until one day it did.
My current girlfriend Addison Viccaro surprised me by coming to my house to spend the night which is a first for us both cause our work schedules aren't same.
As we both got into bed we were just laughing talking about how our days went. Scrolling through TikTok and instagram we found some funny videos we both couldn't stop laughing. As we both nodded off to sleep I said I loved her.
I woke up refreshed I'm like wow I haven't slept this good in a long time.
To a lot of people this isn't a big deal to them but for me it is cause I've always woke up alone, tired and cranky.
That moment to me is something that's irreplaceable and I got the thing I craved for so long and I can say I'm truly happy.That's really all I had in my head today so there's not that much I could write.
With that I'm done. This is my first time writing so I'm not that good at. There's bound to be mistakes please point them out to me and I'll try and do my best to correct them.
I'm going to write an entry everyday or at least try to everyday. The entries will vary sorry for the short one promise better ones down the road.~PandaBear
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RandomThe events of my personal life. Names shall be changed for personal reasons. This journal is going to be of various things that happen in my everyday life. So come along for the journey and enjoy.