my bully likes me a shmateo love story(On Hold)

Mateo

Ik your  wondering why I did what I did to  Vanessa why would I hurt her like I did.did I want to have kids this early what do I want to do the rest of my life i have a kid this early and I'm only 18. what answer your questions I've  always loved vannesa always wanted her to have my children I want to marry her but I just don't know how she feels about me I want to have more kids but I don't know maybe she just hates my guts I feel as if she just will never love me the way that I love her only her because I left her me just saying Jade said something I just made it up I believe she never will or she never loved me the way that I loved her and I'm so sad about it I loved her since we were children and wish we could be together I would if I could just quit my job and be with her all day I would but I can't cuz we have a child I just want to take care of my child and have everything to take care of my future wife and future kids