I don't know what to think. I don't know how to process this..
We've been friends for sooo long. I'm dating of his good friends..
What's wrong with me?
I climb out of my car and walk inside, still feeling uneasy about what happened last week.
I walk up to our friends, including Cameron and my heart stops.
"Hey babe." Taylor smiles, kissing my cheek. I give him a light smile, my eyes glancing over at Cameron from time to time.
He's just staring at his phone, not even acknowledging me.
Taylor wraps his arms around my waist and sets his head on my shoulder, trying to be cuddly.
I love him and all but I don't want to do this right now..
Knowing I just cheated on him makes me feel hella guilty.
"I'm going to head to class." I sigh, giving him a hug and walking off.
I need space from them..well from just Cameron.
I miss him.
"Liv!" Madison shouts, tackling me in a hug.
"Hey."
"Why haven't you been answering your phone!? I've been calling you all weekend."
she has?
I pull my phone out from my back pocket and it's blown up with texts and snapchats.
"My bad." I sigh, running a hand through my hair.
She tilts her head, "Is everything alright?"
No.
"Of course. Now I really should be heading to class."
She nods, waving me off.
I just want to curl up and sleep for eternity.
I walk into class and low and behold, Cameron's ex sits in the seat next to me.
Since when did she get in here?
I sit down and run a hand through my hair, in annoyance.
I hate her.
"Oh my god. Olivia? Is that you?" She smiles, her big fake smile.
"Yep. It's me."
"Oh my word! I haven't seen you in forever. How are you?"
Do you actually care?
"I'm fine."
The bell rings and I'm glad as hell it does.
I just want to go home.
***
As I'm walking out to my car, I run straight into Cameron.
Of course..
"Cam."
He just stares before he signs, "Liv, let's not."
"Let's not what?"
"I need you but I can't have you."
"Who said?"
His eyes go wide, "You have a fucking boyfriend!"
"Okay well what if we just hook up."
"Just hook up?" He means forward, clearly interested.
"Yeah. Just sex."
He ponders and ponders..before nodding. "I'm in."
***
"Fuck!" He jolts forward out of breath.
He collapses on top of my chest, sucking on my breast once more.
"That was amazing." He smiles, climbing off me and slipping on his clothes.
"Agreed."
"Babe?" My eyes go wide, and so do Cameron's.
"Shit! What do we do?"
Shit.
"Uh...uh..hide in the closet." I whisper, pushing him into the closet, throwing clothes over him to cover himself.
Taylor walks in and scans me, a smile on his face.
"Mmmm..what are you doing walking around naked?" He wraps his arms around my waist and squeezes my ass, making me wish it was cam-
No..you have a boyfriend.
"Just about to get in the shower." I shrug, trying to give him the hint to get out.
"Mind if I join?" He smiles, kissing along my collar bone.
"Uhh...I um..yeah I," i fake a yawn, "I'm so tired. Maybe another time?"
He nods, "Okay. Bye babe." He pecks my cheek before walking out, shuttling the door behind him.
"Whoo..that was close." I groan, slipping a t shirt over my head.
"Ya think?"
He sits on my bed before saying, "Let's plan on every Friday..and my house this time so we don't have to worry about lover boy."
"Deal."
I'm starting to like this whole thing..
