Why are my boobs so big? I'll just put on more bras and they'll look smaller. I can't bind them anymore! Maybe if I add another one. I can barely breathe!! this is a bad idea.its gonna hurt. Ace wrap won't even work! I look to much like a girl. Im gonna fucking cry! I'm gonna Fucking cry! I'll never be a boy! Nobody exepts me I'm useless. Mom would never approve of me changeing my body. Mom doesn't really except me. Should I tell her I'm more than trans? No she'll get mad. Why am I a god damn girl! Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck Fuck fuck fuck!!!!! I'm gonna Fucking hurt myself again! If I hurt my wrist (my girlfriend's name) will see and she'll break up with me. FUCK! I need to calm down! WHY AM I A GIRL?!?!?! Mom doesn't understand why is she Fucking talking?!?! Let's try the swimming suit binding! GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!!!!!!! Fuck it I'm going to bed...or at least try...
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RandomI'm Austin Martin and I'm trans and I suffer with gender dysphoria. As i'm writing this this is what's going through my head so please don't hate (my Grammer is awful sorry)
