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TOUCHING, kissing, and fucking just wasn't enough to fulfill his desires. The regret he felt afterwards haunts him. It makes him feel like a failure.
"Who do you really wish to be with?". That single sentence sent shivers down his spine. Even though he knows the answer to that, it still troubles him.
Whether it's Y/n or not, he sees no reason to love nor be loved. The thought of being abandoned makes him sick to the stomach. "Pathetic".
Sitting in front of a computer all day just wasn't doing it for him. Having to run his father's business while he's gone is making him go crazy. All he does is sit in a dark quiet lonely office. No one checks up on him. He's all alone looking through documents.
At least he was alone. His best friend Jungkook walks into his office with a grin on his face. "Happy to see me again?". Taehyung chuckles."Always".
Both sat next to one another. Jungkook spoke mostly about work and so did Taehyung. Neither of them bringing up the conversation they had the day before. "Want one?". Taehyung glanced down and smirked. "Never knew you smoked". He said as he took a cigarette. "It's a new addiction of mine".
Weird. Jungkook was always the type to hate the smell of cigarettes but now he's smoking them. "Tae, I don't care who you truly love but if you hurt Da-som I won't ever forgive you. She means a lot to me".
Him confessing that to him out of the blue like that made him regret everything all over again. It's all he's good at, regretting. He's all about "I regret doing this or that" but never does anything about it.
"Trust me, the last thing I want to do is hurt someone else". He whispers. Jungkook hears him and pats his back. "Don't worry about it. I know you would never hurt her". Taehyung nods, not knowing what to say. Sure he hates the girl, but he would never hurt her, right?
"I have to go now. I just wanted to pay you a little visit". After his buddy left, he sat there confused. His emotions playing games on him. Why does he feel like this?, he's never felt so damn confused.
What did he like about her. What's so attractive about her. Her lips, her eyes, or her body?. He never had such sinful thoughts about her, it was always pure thoughts, like wanting to hold hands with her. Now he only thinks about pinning her down and-
well you know...make her scream his name. The boy he once was is gone. The pure him is gone & it's all her fault. If she wouldn't have hurt him the way she did when they were younger, if only she wouldn't have rejected him.
