" White Roses" (Jikook One Shot)

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It was the first day of fall, Jimin had been walking down the quiet and windy path home. It was refreshing, the breeze hits his soft and pale face. His eyes crinkled in delight as soon as he sees the other members, goofing around on camera.

"Yah! Jimin-ah, what are you doing there alone? Come join us!" Hoseok had called out, motioning Jimin to come over. Jimin just shook his head no, smiling widely.

He is happy, but he couldn't bring himself infront of Jeon Jungkook. The man whom he fell inlove, the man who breaks his heart yet fix it at the same time. It was complicated, so Jimin is careful around the younger.

"Hyung, I'm gonna go get something to drink from manager-hyung." Jimin pointed out, causing for the others to nod. He sighed and walked towards his manager, but along the way. He spotted Jungkook, hands holding a womans hand. Something inside his heart had died, a pit of fire swarming in his stomach in jealousy. Who was he kidding? It's not like the other would even date a fag like him.

Jimin felt tears threatening to spill. Without stalling, he run past his manager hyung, who looked at him in worry. "You alright kid?" He asked, Jimin just nodded and wiped his tears. He then looked at his manager and smiled. "Of course, why wouldn't I be?"

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After a long day, the boys all decided to celebrate another success. So they all went to an american-style barbeque restaurant. Jimin watched everyone munched down on their food. He watched them all, from the members to the staffs. But two person almost broke his heart.

It was the woman and Jungkook again. This time, both of them are only in one table. The woman held out a spoonful, which Jungkook gladly took a bite off. The both of them having a nice conversation.

Staring at the white roses escapes grom Jimin's lips, a burning sensation in his throat, his lungs hurts, October 2, 2018, the first flower fell..

He's confused, why there's a flower from his lips,Is it something, deadly? something dangerous?..

Searching all the imformations and ideas on the internet is very useful for Jimin..

Hanahaki Desease

The Hanahaki Disease is an illness born from one-sided love, where the patient throws up and coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. The infection can be removed through surgery, but the feelings disappear along with the petals.

A loud crash echoes his room...

He had..

Hanahaki...

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It's been 3 days since he found he has hanahaki, he's inlove with their golden maknae who loves Taehyung, they love each other..

The ways Jungkook treats Tae is like a queen, protecting her from pain, and giving her happiness, saying sweet words like "Your the most beautiful man live in the world", "Your voice is so sweet" and other sweet little nothings.While Jimin, the way Jungkook treats him is unacceptable, he says harsh words like "Hyung is so freaking small", "Where us Jimin Hyung? I can't see him" and so on..

Every time he sees the both of them, a sudden push of the flowers upwards makes him rush to the toilet to throw the roses up..

"freaking roses. signifies, Love , innocence and purity?, more like pain, pride, and selfishness" Jimin laughed sarcastically wiping his mouth..

How he wished he did'nt fell inlove with a mean maknae like Jungkook..

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The members are now preparing for a new performance in New York, the practice is pretty powerful and Jimin barely catch up. It's been a week ever since Jimin would rush in the bath room amd started throwing up all the white roses..

"Jimin! Focus on practicing! What's gotten on you lately? You barely focus on the coreography" Hoseok remarked making Jimin look down on his feet, ashamed because he can't focus, but on the ther side, he heard giggles..

Lokking at the direction where the giggles came from, he sees Jungkook tickling Taehyung to death..

How he wished, that was him who get tickled by Jungkook..

"I love you Kookie~"  Tae said while giggling..

"I love you too Taehyungie~" Jungkook said then peck Taehyung's nose..

He can't stand the scene watching it unfold in front of him, then the roots that we're formed in his heart dug deeper, the flowers bloom in his lungs even more making the flowers rise in his throat..

Making his way to the toilet, hoping he would get there in time but the flowers overflow in his mouth, causing few flowers fell from his mouth without Jimin noticing..

As Jimin went to the toilet, he started throwing up the roses that overflowing in his mouth..

But the roses we're now different, the white roses aren't white anymore, there are blood in it..

Jimin is gonna die anytime soon...

Then he started sobbing,he read some articles that there is a chance of living..

It is either the person you love will love you back, or taking the surgery, but the memories with the one you love will be gone along with the flower in yout heart..

He has a very low chance of Jungkook loving him back..

He also doesn't want to take the surgery, thinking that if he dies without taking the surgery, he will be happy, thinking that he will die with all the memories he  had for the younger rather than dying with no emotions, no sudden spark inside is heart..

"The fact that you love someone that don't love you back will have an instant karma of realizing that he love the person back but its too late"

"Too late because he's Gone"