" White Roses" (Jikook One Shot)

4

The day after Jimin and Taehyung talked to eachother, they decided to  visit Jimin..

"Jimin? Ar you there?" Yoongi called but no response..

"Jimin?" You knocked on Jimin's door for the nth time but there is no answer..

Evryone is starting to get anxious, grabbing the spare key, they quickly opened the door and went inside but halted as soon as they saw Jimin..

He's Lifeless..

Jin and Hoseok covering their mouths as tears started to flow in their eyes, Yoongi fell into his knees and started sobbing, while Namjoon and Taehyung tfying to comfort the two (JN,JH)..

Jungkook slowly walked to Jimin's lifeless body, noticing the six papers on the nightstand next to Jimin..

Grabbing the papers, each papers have thein names in a cute letters..

Giving the letters with their names, they started to read it..

  Dear Jin Hyung,

            Hello Hyung!~I will be probably gone when you guys read it. I wanted to thank you, hyung for being like a supported parent, I'm going to miss your food, also can you do me a favor? Can you cook my favorite 불거기 every year on my birthday? Just as your way of loving me even though I'm now a world wgere no one sees everything you do..

I'm sorry hyung thats I left, but promise me hyung that you would be happy okay? : D..

                                                                  Love,
                                                  지미니 바보❤

As he read the letter Jin tried to smile, following what Jimin said...

"I'll try to be happy for you Jimin" Jin said cries is still heard..

Dear Namjoon Hyung,
 
         Thank you, for being the best leader!. Maybe without you hyung, I won't be able to be in this situation where my fans will love me. Always tell them to remember me okay hyung?Just like how you remind them about the upcoming schedule we had...
Thank you so much hyung and I love you all...

                                                             Love,
                                              지미니 바보❤

Those words left Namjoon a single tear..

"I'm sorry Jimin...." Namjoon said as he started crying...

Dear Hoseokie Hyung,
 
         Hoseokie Hyung, please don't blame yourself for forcing me to practice, you don't know that I have that desease, thank you for being by my side..
I'm gonna miss you guys, Promise me your going to be the same sunshine I know okay? or else I'm gonna be sad:(..
I love you all❤

                                                           Love,
                                             지미니 바보❤

"I can't promise anything, Jimin...But I'll try to be positive...Just for you.." Jhope tried to be happy, but instead he started crying all his hearts out..

Dear Yoongi Hyung,
   
            I'm so sorry, please don't be mad it's just i can't take it anymore, my heart and body gave up..
I wish, you we're the one i fell in love with..
You are so sweet Hyung, so sweet caring,loving and all..
I'm sorry that i left to early..
I love you hyung!<3

                                                Love,
                                                 지미니 바보 ❤

Yoongi started to cry, He blames himself that he is the reason why Jimin left..

"I love you too Jiminie" Yoongi whispered while kissing the letter as if its Jimin's forehead as Tears brimming out Yoongi's eyes..

Dear Taehyungie,
      
             Thank you for being my side yesterday, Thank you for everything, for being my best friend, my brother, but I also wanted say that I'm sorry..
I hope you won't hate i i say this..

I'm in love with Jungkook..
He is the guy I love and the reason why I have this desease, i don't want you to be mad at me so i kept it..
I'm so sorry please don't hate me..
I hope you and Jungkook will be happy together..

                                                Love,
                                                     지미니 바보❤

"Yah! Babo-yah! Who told you I will hate you?, you should have told me that he is the reason behind all this! If you have said it to me maybe we should have find a way to cure it.. I should be the one who shoul be sorry, I'm such an idiot not to realize that he is the reason" Taehyung sobbed staring at the letter as regret is shown in his face..

Dear Jungkook,

           This is my last day, y'know? And I want you to know that thank you for being part of my heart and memory, please be happy with Taehyungie okay?  There is something in my drawer, it is a lighter with a bunch of white roses, I kept some of the roses i throw up and hid them there with a lighter.. and when you found it..  I want you to take good care of it.. Cos thats the only.memory i have for you.. every time you light a white rose up..Will remind you of me..

And Always remember..

I love you till my last breath..

                                                   Love,
                                                        지미니 바보❤

What does he mean? Jungkoom thought to himself as he stared at the other members who is crying their hearts out..

"Hyung, What does Jimin means?" Jungkoom asked trembling..

"So you finally realize that its your fault right?, You now realized that he loves you and your the reason he has hanahaki, its just your too dumb to realize that, If i were on your shoes, i should have love him, I'm sure taehyung realized that, and he will understand the sitution, look at Taehyung, his face is full of regret, if he have known it earlier, we could have helped him, but you. being the cocky, airheaded dumbass person you are, ignore everything as if you don't give a shit to everthing...now.. you finally know how it feels when you felt heartbroken right.. Love is like a karma Jungkook, once you won't love the person who loves you in the simpliest ways, you'll face a big karma bye loving back the person who loved you but at that time, he already left, he's already gone.." Yoongi glared at Jungkook as well ast the other members..

Thats when he realized..

He fucked up big time...

"I'm so sorry Jimin, I should have saved you"

Yoongi was right..

If He had loved Jimin in the first place, Jimin shouldn't be dead...