The pain is it real. I can never tell if its in life or in a dream. When can I be alive I don't want to be dead to everyone, thought Sue when she was getting ready for school. I don't want to be that one kid who is dead and no one cares for. I know my mom doesn't but I'm nothing to the world. Sue told herself.
sue felt like some one was looking at her see don't like when people look at her
At School Sue ask the teacher if she can leave to the office and she said yes. Once sue left the class she ran out the school doors and kept on running till she fainted in the road.
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I wake up and a feel cold. I think im still on the road. the sun is just now setting. I work home and its dark. the door opens and out come my mom
" where have you been" my mother ask
" I passed out a road" I say
" what happen sue " my momther asked
tbh I don't even know I thought to my self
" I was running?" that sounded my like a question than an aswers
" oh ok come in side it going to rain " mom said
I came in side and went to my room. I got in the shower and the water is red. I felt the back of my head and there is a split in the back of my head.
" mom " I yell
I start to feel dizzy
"whats wrong sue" my mother asked
I start to see black spots and say " blood " then all black
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I wake up and see white walls and some one next to me. it my mom and I tap her hand she has been crying
" sue omg I thought I was going to lose you like them " my mom cry
" and why are you caring now again" I say harshly
" because you are all I have left. I would die if I lost something important in my life sue. you are that thing" Lizzy said to me
flashback
" I don't love you. you are nothing to me. do you hear me sue you are nothing" mom said so cold
I feel a pain in my ribs and fall to the ground
" why mom why " I whisper to her
flashback over
" you are a fucking liar you sick bitch " I say so cold it even gave me chills
" I am not " she said to me
im in for a beating again
" no your a fucking whore you know that " I say so cold again fuck me
" oh wait till we get home you little bitch " Lizzy said so cold to me
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I just got home from the hospital and now im really fucked because im getting fucking beat again
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I screamed so fucking loud that it hurt my ears. she Broke my ribs. oh and by the way in super skinny to were you can feel and see my bones
she kept kicking me and punching me.
this went on for four hours I can't feel any thing at all
I try to move I scream I quickly cover my mouth and got up. great I have school to morrow fuck me. I take a shower got dressed and went to bed I try to sleep but can't so I went to the bath room limping and holding my broken ribs I grab my knife and cut a few custom my arms. I woke up on the bathroom floor.
I got dress. oh shit this is going to suck bad I haft to walk 20 minute to school
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At school my body is burning like I was set on fire. im walking to my first class art
SKIP TIME TO PE BEFORE LUNCH
So i'm getting ready for gym. and we haft to play football today this should be fun ha whatever.
I have the football and being chased for it by the badboy, oh shit he got me 1.2.3.
" GET THE FUCK OFF ME " I scream
" did I hurt you thats the first " sky said in a deep husky voice
he touch my ribs to help me up I screamed so loud
" FFFFFFUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKK SHIT HOLY FUCK BALLS DAMIT FUCKING SCRALER BALLS FUCK A JEW DOG BIUSTCIT " I screamed every one caught
Skylar picked me up like I was his wife
I looked him in the eye and seeing something I never thought I see in some one before
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