love lies

o n e

"What is love?"
"You will never need to know that."
"Why?"
"You are too ugly to love"

~Yuri~
I ran as fast as my feet could but it wasn't enough.

It was never enough.

He grabbed ahold of my hair and slammed me into the wall. I could hear the sound of my back crack as he did, and could feel the cold blood run down my head.

"Where do you think a little girl like you is going? Let's play a little first." He said showing a grin that was missing a few teeth.

I tried to pull and kick away, but it was no luck he was bigger and stronger than me.

"Let me go you bastard!" I screamed hoping someone would hear me.

He started to take off my backpack and unbutton my school shirt. I screamed louder than I ever have. The alley was filled with trash and just at the end I could see a light coming towards me.

I screamed for attention from the incoming light. They soon started getting closer faster and faster while I just cried. I felt my head bang against the wall and I went limp.

Then I woke up.

I looked around the room frantically searching for my pills to calm me down. I unscrewed the cap and stuffed one down. I slowly tried to steady my breaths and calm myself down.

The incident as everyone calls it happened 3 months ago. I woke up in a hospital room not know who brought me here or what happened after that light got close enough.

I still have dreams or should I say night mares about it. Each time the light only gets close enough to where I see the shoulder and hair of a built man. I wish I could see or remember what happened. I asked the hospital staff when I woke up who brought me, but all they could say was a "young man with peach like hair and looked like he was around my age."

I want to see him.

Just him.