let her go

chapter 24

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~last night~

I laid down on the bed in the guest room. I was curious. Why can't Lisa get pregnant or did I do something wrong till she make her decision not to get pregnant with our baby?

~ 12 am ~

I still couldn't sleep. My mind was all thinking about Lisa . I just need to know the answer why . So I decided to call Jisoo . Hope she know what happens to her .

Jisoo:
Hellooo~ why do u want to call like legit in the middle of the night? <half a sleep>

Jungkook:
Mianhae~ jisoo but im asking something which have been bothering me this whole night.

Jisoo:
Why can't you call later in the morning?

Jungkook:
I can't cuz this contain Lisa.

Jisoo:
What about her? <fully awake now>

Jungkook:
Why can't she get pregnant ?

Jisoo:
Ah~ about that I can't tell u .

Jungkook:
Please tell me Jisoo! I'm her husband! I should know what is going on with my Wife!

Jisoo:
Mianhae~ jungkook , but lisa wants me to keep a secret away from anyone especially you.

Jungkook:
I don't care! You tell me or else I will find it myself and it will be even more worse!

Jisoo:
Ok ok fine I will tell u ! It all happens when she is in grade 4 . She was used to be a hype girl but there was a day when she felt like as if she doesn't have enough energy. She do eat and play regularly but she still felt as if she barely ate enough. That morning she went to school feeling a bad headache but she was stubborn not to tell her parents and instead went to school. When I saw her walking at the hallway, she looked so pale . I went to her and immediately Lisa collapsed in my arms . Once sending her to the hospital, me and her parents discovered that she had a heart cancer stage one and that cancer somehow spead to the rest of her body which made her lose her on chance of being pregnant. We were all shocked. The doctor suggested for Lisa to go for the treatment and we agreed. She was fine after undergoing the treatment but the doctor warn us not to make Lisa heart broken or make her extremely sad . If not then the cancer will come back and attack her more.

I was speechless. Tears starts to form in my eyes .

Jungkook:
Why must she keep this away from me ?

Jisoo:
Bcuz she is scared that you will leave her or either to suffer bcuz of her .

Jungkook:
Doesn't she love me?

Jisoo:
She doesn't jungkook and will always love you . She legit non stop talking about you whenever she is with me .

I just chuckled.

Jisoo:
Ok I'm going to sleep now . Bai~

Jungkook:
Alright thx Jisoo.

Jisoo:
Ur welcome:)

With that we ended the call. Since now I know the truth behind Lisa pain. I will make her the happiest wife in the world. I started to think about what we can do as a couple and soon after I fall a sleep.

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~ Next morning ~

I woke up early to go to my parents house . I enter our (me and Lisa ) bedroom. And saw Lisa sleeping cutely on my pillow. I washed up and wore my outfit . I took a galance on Lisa and she is still sleeping. I went to her giving her a note on her phone and kissed her on the forehead.

Jungkook:
Love you my wifey~

I kissed her forehead again and left the house.