Trigger warning ⚠️ contains suicidal acts and vulgar language 🛑
Taehyung had been getting some very negative comments on his figure so he starved himself without letting the others know. Jungkook has been secretly keeping an eye on him because he was worried about his Taetae. All 7 boys sat together eating lunch. As everyone ate Taehyung threw his food away and when he was asked if he ate he nodded his head. "Hey guys I'm gonna go to bed" all the others were staring at the seat that was now empty. "Guys I'm worried about Taehyung, he's a bit thinner and not in a healthy way" Jimin said. Everyone nods their heads before Jin speaks up. "Jungkook go talk to him, Jimin and hobi come help me cook, Suga and Namjoonie set the table, we are gonna make sure he eats got that?" Everyone nodded their heads before heading off to do their given task. Jungkook was walking upstairs and as soon as he got to the door he knocked. No answer. He knocked again and again and was starting to worry.
Taehyung's P. O. V
I sank in the tub with my clothes still on, looking at the blade cut through my skin made me think about each hate comment I got. Each one was a slash to the arm. I started feeling lightheaded, then I heard pounding on the door. Everything went black.
Jungkook's P. O. V
I busted the door open and looked around the room frantically but there was no sign of Tae, I saw the bathroom light was still on so I knocked but I couldn't hear anything. I was worried so bad that I burst through the door. I froze in my tracks as I see Tae under the water with his arms still on the outside of the tub. I didn't even realize I had tears running down my face. "TAE WHAT HAVE YOU DONE!!?" I kneel down and shake him but no response. I check his pulse but can't hear anything. "GUYS COME TO THE BATHROOM QUICK!!! "
Third person P. O. V
All the boys heard and immediately dashed upstairs quite worried. They walked in the room and they all froze. Horror in their eyes. They saw Jungkook shake his head," I can't hear his pulse" Jin, Namjoon, Suga, and J hope gasped while Jimin cried. Jungkook picked Taehyung up and told the others that they had to take him to the hospital so they all ran into the black van and told their private driver to take them to the hospital. Jungkook had Taehyung on his lap. He asked Jimin to reach near the back and get some bandages. As soon as Jimin gave the bandages Jin helped Jungkook cover up Taes arms that had fresh bloody cuts. When they finished they ran inside the ER and told them it was urgent. The second the nurse saw Taehyung she nodded and directed them to room 245. They made their way their and saw a doctor with a clipboard writing stuff down. He looked up and saw all the boys standing their pointing at Tae who was in Jungkooks arms. They layed him on the bed and the doctor asked them to wait outside. They all sat down. Suga had his head cupped in his hands while the others cried. Jin was rubbing Hobis back while Jungkook stood near the door. A few minutes later the doctor came and asked for the oldest boy to come. Jin looked at everyone before walking to the doctor. "What is happening doctor?"
The doctor looked down at the ground with a sad expression and Jungkook noticed from afar. "Sir, Taehyung hasn't eaten for a week and I'm afraid that he has...Anorexia". Jin yelled WHAT and the others heard so they stood up as Jin ran to them with tears in his eyes. Namjoon was the first to speak. "Jin is Taehyung ok?" Jin shook his head and told them what the doc had said. "The doctor said that T-Tae-Taehyung hasn't e-eaten in a w-week and t-that he has...A-Anorexia." At this moment Jungkook couldn't take in anymore information so he ran towards the doctor.
Taehyung's P. O. V
I opened my eyes slowly and took a moment to adjust to the light. I squinted and looked around the room. I sat up only to be pushed by a strong arms around my waist. I look up to see Jungkook holding my waist and crying as he leaned his head on my chest. To my right we're the others. I can't tell them I haven't eaten or else they'll be mad. "Guys-" Jin shook his head and said "Taehyungie do you know what you've done to yourself?" All he could do was put his head down in shame and ruffle Jungkook's hair. "I am better off dead ya know" Kookie stood up and yelled, "ARE YOU KIDDING ME YOU ARE THE MOST PRECIOUS SQUISHY LITTLE BEAN I KNOW AND YOU DARE SAY THAT ABOUT YOURSELF!?? YOU ARE TOO PERFECT AND BEAUTIFUL SO STAY THAT WAY!" All I could do was stare at Jungkook crying but something in me snapped. "I AM BETTER OFF DEAD IN CASE YOU GUYS DIDNT KNOW IVE BEEN RECEIVING SO MUCH FUCKING HATE THAT I ALMOST TOOK MY OWN LIFE BUT NOONE WAS CONSIDERATE ENOUGH TO EVER ASK IF I WAS OK SO THAT IS WHY I DID WHAT I DID SO LET ME BE ITS NOT MY FAULT IM NOT PERFECT ENOUGH FOR PEOPLE TO LIKE ME!" I saw everyone's head drop and I started crying. Jungkook grabbed my face and kissed me so rough that I had to push him away or else I'd suffocate. I saw about to protest but he layed on me and kissed my forehead. I heard Jin cough and try to pull Kookie away but he refused to let go of me. "Ya Jungkook let him go he needs rest!" I signaled Jin to let him be so he nodded his head and went to go sit down with the others. Jin whispered to the others, " guys let's leave these two here, if he doesn't want to open up to us he will open up to Jungkook. You guys know how close they are so let's give them privacy. We'll come back tomorrow" everyone nodded and walked out but not before giving Taehyung kisses on his cheek and forehead. They ruffled Jungkook's hair and went off.
This was a small little story cause I'm feeling depressed right now ♥️. Next chapter will be fluffy. (Like cotton candy). Also I remember one time I went to the store and saw two guys grinding on eachother while INSIDE a freakin freezer. I just wanted something some milk 😂
