Dear certain someone,
I hope you're happy
I hope you're enjoying life
I hope you remember that certain day
In my emotional and sensitive state
That day, you can't blame me
I missed her so much, even now
Given the situation
All I wanted was to make peace with her
When that chance was given
You witness how tight my hugs for her
You witness how I cried in her arms
I clung to her like my life depends on her
Because that's how I felt that time
And I can't help it but act all clingey to her after that
Then you said something
Your words has been embedded right here in my heart
How it pinch my heart by just those words
You may have no intention in commenting that
If I were not in that situation, I would laughed at your retort and brush it off
But I'm not
Your words were so powerful that until now
While writing this it keep on replaying in my mind
You just destroyed the very confidence I build in does years
It hurts more because it came from the mouth of someone I trusted so much
It hurts more bacause it was you who ruined me.