𝐊.𝐓𝐇 > L IS FOR THE WAY..

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄

it's been about 30 years since I've been in this dump.

white cushioned rooms were my new home.

and my body restraints were my new everyday thing

I was upset I couldn't see you again and threw a huge fit.

now I'm here.

I heard your name pop out of my therapist's mouth and I immediately felt joy in my veins as I heard I was gonna meet you again.

I knew I was finally gonna confess to you today.

they lead me to a room where on the other side I was you.

I could tell you have gotten older but you still looked beautiful in my eyes.

I still loved you and was overjoyed when I saw you were doing well

maybe we did have a chance to be together now that her troublesome father is out of the way.

but then this man came into the room along with children.

I began crying and sobbing.

I wasn't that dumb to know you had betrayed me.

"I-I love you" I still choked out as I got closer to the plastic wall that separated us.

you told me you didn't, and that you hated me.

and left

that was the last I saw of you.

I love you.