Luna's POV:
Incoming call from Jack Gilinsky
I was a little scared to pick it up for some reason, it's been a while since me and jack spoke. And I have absolutely no idea why he would be calling me right now. So I decided to answer my phone.
"Hey" I said
"Hey um so I actually wanted to talk to you about something" Jack answered
I was getting a weird vibe from the way he was talking
"Jack is somethings wrong? You sound different."
"I'm fine." Then a long silence came and Jack got out what he wanted to say
"But are you fine Luna? Because it honestly doesn't seem like it." He said
"What do you mean?" I asked him confused
"The pictures of you smoking again, the picture of you being carried away from the festival in Mexico last week. You told me you were gonna work on yourself, but it doesn't really seem like it. And even though we are not together anymore I still want you to be okay."
It took a few second before I answered him. Because honestly I was a little set back by him. Just calling me and basically saying I'm not fine, when he isn't even here right know. It got me a little mad.
"What makes you think I'm not fine? Just because I didn't date someone else yet, like you. Doesn't mean I'm not fine. And yes I'm smoking because I fucking want to, and that festival thing. I was just having fun and maybe went a little overboard, but so everyone does. So why are you acting like I'm a little child or something that can't take care of herself" I was upset at this point. I know I haven't been doing well, I've actually been doing really bad. But just hearing someone saying it out loud, it's a little confronting for me.
"Jeez Luna I fucking care about you. And what do you mean by haven't dated someone like you. What is that supposed to mean you broke up with me remember, cause you can't handle you fucking problems. I've tried and I'm still trying goddamit to help you so many times, but your just always blaming someone else. Instead of looking in the mirror. That last picture you posted on Instagram, do you realize how you are putting yourself out there right now?! You are basically almost naked only wearing a very loose blouse and acting like some I dumno.. What are you tryna accomplice huh? Boys attention because you're sure getting it, from the wrong onces."
Jack has never said anything like this to me. He always was the one comforting me, keeping me safe. But I guess things changed, who am I to judge, I basically broke his heart. But still the things he is saying right know. It hurts me. And he knows it
"Me trying to get boys attention, no Jack I've had enough of that. And I don't know why you're acting like this, but if that's how you feel about me then why bother calling me huh?! And btw I have another question for you. You're the one creating drama in the fan bases again, cause you keep liking my pictures. And if you think I look like some slut then why like it huh ?" I answer angrily
"Yes I was liking the photos of the girl I loved for so long, and still do. But your changing into someone else, I don't recognize you in those pictures at all. I hope someone can open your eyes. Cause clearly I can't. But don't worry I won't call again. Cause if you wanna fuck yourself and your whole life up. Just do it."
"Yes I will, thanks for calling Jack, no need to do it again." I answer and end the phone call
I throw my phone on my bed.
"FUCK!" I scream loudly
I'm so angry right know, probably because I was worked up with everything anyway.
I light another cigarette and call Elle to ask if she wants to go out, I need to clear my mind right now. I don't and can't deal with this at this moment...
