Cassy POV
I was in 5th grade. It was towards the end of the year when one bright and sunny day a new kid joined my class. He was dark hair, blue eyes, tall, and just everything I wanted in a man. I would catch him staring in my direction along with 2 other boys that I knew quite well. When recess would come around, he would yell my name and try to get my attention. But I didn't budge. I thought they were just messing with me.
My friends would laugh at me every time they would call my name. Every time they would call me, according to my friends, "I would become a red tomato". I knew they wanted me....they wanted me. I just couldn't believe it. For once, someone liked me like that. No one has ever wanted me. So I didn't believe it.
One year later, my family had somehow became good friends with his family. I was shopping with his mom, and she told me he was going to ask me to the Valentine's Day dance at our middle school but then he was to scared to as me so he asked another girl. Being in middle school, I don't know my feelings that well yet. I didn't know to be happy he wanted me, or to be sad that he basically didn't. I was so confused.
I brushed it off for years and years until it got to this day. I'm in 11th grade and he live across the country. I talk to his brother all the time but never him. It's not like I can tell his brother that I love him and expect everything to go right from there. I've kept it all to myself for what has now been 6 years and everything has been okay.
I'm mentally in love with this guy and it is going to turn into a huge heartache if he doesn't love me back.
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Love...or Not?
RomanceCassy is mentally in love with Matte. Matte has said some things that hint to his love at Cassy. Cassy doesn't know is she should tell him or push her feelings to the side.
