Scarlet Thirwall Is the sister of Jade Thirwall, who's a Famous Member of Little Mix, The biggest Girl-Group in the World. She's Suffering from depression from all the bullying at school. And when Jade won the X-Facter, Along with the Little Mix Lad...
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I wake up to an Annoyingly loud Sound coming from outside. I groan into my pillow, and stand up to inspect it. Surprise, Surprise, It's The cranky neighbor throwing out the trash. I sigh. In two days, My sister comes back from tour, and I have to deal with my mother giving her all the attention she wants, while I sit in my room for Two weeks. Ugh! I hate it! I wish I could just die! It's awful Living like this.
I grab some leggings and a Long sleeved shirt with some undergarments, and head to the bathroom down the hall. After closing the door, I turn the shower on. I strip down the clothes from my slim body, and stare at myself in the mirror. Ugliness. My brown hair, my pale-blue eyes, my scar covered body. Yes, I cut, But I deserve it. I deserve to die. Why didn't mother just give me up for adoption, or had an Abortion when she found out she was pregnant? Why treat me like this, If you don't want me? Why?
I sigh, and get into the warm water. Some of my freshly made cuts are burning under the water, But I just ignore it. The more pain, the better. I rinse my body with soap, feeling my body sting with pain, and finish myself in the shower. I get out, and dry my body with a towel. My sister has been on tour for a Year and a Half. Ever since the X-Factor, she's been on tour ever since. Their New album came out just about merely a week ago, and the fans are going crazy.
I dress myself, and head back into my room. I pull on some sneakers, and clean my room to waste some time. I take my IPhone XS Max which Jade got me for Christmas while Still on Tour, from it's Charger and check the message Jade sent me. Jade and I have grown apart and lost loads of bonding time, And as Horribly expensive this IPhone is, it won't make up for the sister time we missed.
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She also sent me a cover with it. The cover is white, with pink flowers decorating the back.
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