The Sister of an Only Child

Library

Abbey's POV

June 8, 2011

First day of school, I wonder why I got up to bed, I'm too tired, but I should be happy to see my friends later at school, but I don't know, I don't want to see anyone, I just don't feel like going out in my room.

Yeah my room, wait, hmmm why does my room look different? I don't remember painting my room pink, hmmm..

I went to the bathroom, took a bath and brushed my teeth. Dawn was staring at me waiting for her turn to take a bath.

"Good morning Zombie!" dawn greeted me, I asked her about what I noticed about the room,

"Don't you remember? We are not in Mommy's house anymore! Dad brought us here after mom's burial."

Oh silly me for forgetting everything after mom's death (2months ago), Dad took Dawn and me and brought us here in his house together with his wife. Dad got married to another woman when I was still 4years old. Now that I'm going to college he took custody of me since my uncle cannot sustain me. my uncle is the only relative left in my mom's side. But I don't want to live with him. He's scary..

This is a bit awkward living with dad with his not-so-friendly-wife, because my whole life my daddy never showed up in meetings, family days, and any activities in school concerning "parents" we only meet at Christmas eve. So I can tell that we are not that close, but I respect him as my father and he's also cool though.

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I didn't ate my breakfast and went directly to school.

This day is weird, the weather is not so fine, is it really cold? or is it just the coldness in my soul that makes me shiver?

I sat at our first subject Philosophy, I saw my friends, but they did not greeted me I also did not say "Hi" or "Hello" because I feel so heavy, I want to go home and sleep.

The University was big, so many students, very annoying faces, I feel irritated whenever I get close to a crowd of students. Different people, different shit, I was looking for a quiet place, there the library, I went inside, it was cold, I love the smell of the aircon, refreshing..

I grabbed a book looked for a spot where nobody can see me and enjoyed reading the book. just to let time pass by.

Dawn appeared from nowhere, I screamed because I was very surprised, she sat beside me, laughing,

"Hahaha you should have seen your face,!" I'm really pissed off, then I realized I'm not the only one who's pissed off, the angry librarian is heading towards us, as she went near our table she said "If you want to laugh all by yourself go outside!",

I was very confuse, the librarian was talking to me, I'm not the one who laughed! and if she's reffering to Dawn who was actually the one who laughed, did she not see me? arrgghhh!! I pulled my bag and stood up, I went outside, Dawn followed. "Hey Sissy, peace yow, I forgot I was in the library, hahaha but your face is funny! and so with that granny! heyy it's a rhyme! haha I'm very amazing!"

Dawn is a very talkative kind of animal, I just ignored her and put my earphones on, played a music at the max volume so that I would not hear Dawn's endless stories..

"Hey Sissy, how was first day? Did you make friends with cute boys? and your gradeschool friends how are they?" OhMyGod, I wonder how loud Dawn's voice was, I can still hear her even when I turned the volume to the highest level my ears are about to bleed.