Baby Jitters

Chapter 2 : Accelerated God

Please don't look at me as if its too shallow. I never really knew that someday i'll be feeling like this. Always first in everything but never been in... love. I guess i took love for granted that's why it always run away from me,. I just want a baby to take care of. Just screw the husband.. You can actually blame me that i've spent the 29 years of my life working my ass off, Trying hard for everything.. Because no matter how hard i do, People always makes me feel underrated and told me that everything i have is just the product of my great big luck and the pretty face to show off.

" Ouch!" I felt the pain crept through me when my butt hits the cobblestone path when someone bumped into me.

"Great. Just so fucking great." I muttered out of annoyance when a hand much larger than mine appeared infront of my face and i heard a cold male voice says:

" Come on! I'll help you." The icy tinge on his voice somehow felt so familiar to me but before i get the chance to dig it out of my brain, I felt a warm and strong hands pulled me up and settled me at my feet. I dust my dress while i am muttering my "Sorry" at him. I looked up to excuse myself but had to stop right away when its not just the voice that seems like familiar to me. There is the fine chiseled jaw of his and the highness of his cheekbones with the slits of his eyes that stared at me like he wants to create a hole out of my eyes and there i realized that this fine and handsome man with a giant genes is the same genius kid 9 years ago.

"Chanyeol?!" He seems shocked too because he stood rigid at his place, and when he's finally pulled out of his thoughts he shouts :" Dara?!" We both stared at each other a moment long when finally we both end up laughing.. His eyes roam around my body and when he finLly got to see my face, he says." You look goo--- no, you look great!"

I raised my eyebrows at him " We just met 5 seconds ago after 9 long years and yet you are already flirting with me. Anyways how are you Mr. Accelerated Kid?" I smirked at him which he just returned with a throaty chuckle..

We found ourselves enjoying each others company at this gazebo and i stared at him as he filled me in with the details of his happenings within 9 years of no communication. Chanyeol or Channie ( as I used to call him before)  was a genius kid back then , probably he still is. And during that time he accelerated to higher year and thats how we became classmates, basically seatmates. And at the age of 15 he already got his bachelors degree, i was 21 back then.

I noticed that his looking at me as he flashed his panty dropping smile.. Too bad it doesn't work on me. " Are you married now?!" I was taken aback by how straightforward his question is. Oh! I forgot. This is Park Chanyeol whom im talking to and this thing about him is one if the few that surely won't goin' to change.

" Not yet, I guess I wont be marrying anymore." I truthfully answered him..Im 30 and i dont gave a fuck about love, not until the 18th wedding that I've attended, the one that brought me back to senses.. Right now, i just feel like everything is gonna be over, So i must brace myself to live like Coco Channel or maybe Jane Austin, The only difference is they've got to let theirselves lose even for once and experience the mystery of love, While me won't, Never.. I guess.

'' Why is that? Are you heartbroken? too disappointed or don't tell me you finally got the change of preference?" I looked at him dumbfounded and i laugh myself out , for the first time today. " Look at me.Do i look like i want a pussy?! Ofcourse not! But you can actually say that no one really wants me ."

Chanyeol's' POV

I felt my chest tightened with her last statement. If she only knew how much i wnt her ever since God knows when... But being the strong and dtermined woman she is.. I never get the chance to confess. I actually saw her everytime and i know everything about her, For the past 9 years, I let nothing escape me when its all about her. And i actually know that she's not yet married,,just asked her to make sure if erything i've heard about her was true..

" Let's have a drink." I asked her just to break the awkwardness that nearly engulfing us.

She returned a grin at me and stood up. . "There's a high end bar at the hotel lobby. Everything there is great and expensive, but i guess you can actually afford everthing." She laughed at her own statement and i just stared at her back,as she lead my way, Like how a true queen she is and i am fully still her subject,because everything about her is regal and badass, so i guess she's the only thing i cant afford... no matter how much money i have.