22:29
i tried getting his attention and showing him what good i could be.
but when i put my attention into something else..
he just vanished.
i would try looking for him
but that's too desperate right?
he'd know somethings up.
why do i even like him
i shouldn't
i should just fucking stop
this is toxic
but it's addicting
i can't get enough of him
i love the pain
i love him
