SMILES (jk x reader)

(1)my past(1)

When I was a kid I always know my life is only a dream until now I don't believe that I'm alive I always thought that everything is a bad dream that I can't get out,my past is not beautiful as well how?my parents got divorce which means my mom married a mean guy that makes him my step father and I hate him so fucking much I still remember that when I was alone in my room playing with my dolls he came in my room with a stick in his hand I started to get scared he locked the door and started hitting me with his stick making me having bruises in my body I cried silently and just accepted the pain that he gave to me he stopped beating me and left my room that makes me want to leave this house and go to my dads house it's not even that far so I planned my escape, I packed my bags and wait till it's dark I heard the door close which means my parents are going out for dinner I don't even care so I took my bags went down stares and went outside I started walking to my dad's house that is only 10 blocks away from my mom's house when I saw his house it was huge so I knocked until I heard the door open to see my dad I smiled brightly as he saw me and picked me up and huggedy tightly we went inside he gave me clothes and food which makes me tell him what happened that makes him want me stay with him forever that makes me relief since my dad cares about me so I slept with my dad. There I put the period so it means that my past is done now let's go to the present shall we, today I'm now a college student still living with my father and still single I have a best friend his name is taehyung his weird but I don't care, I still think that my life is still a dream, now did I forget something?....... Oh yeah that I just imagine I have a boyfriend I know it's weird but I do have my explanation for it we'll '1 I still can't find the perfect guy' and '2 I want my guy to be the guy just like in my dream. 'there I put the period it means Im done explaining my present.
Thank you for listening.