Little things [BOYXBOY SMUT ONE-SHOTS]

deth

This should've been like every other time. Seth beneath him, a mixture of curses and Devon's name spilling out in moans. This time though, his kisses seemed sweeter and his hands roamed longer. He was taking in everything. From the look on Seth's face to the curls sticking to his forehead. He was beautiful.
Devon couldn't get enough. They had been, for lack of better phrasing, friends with benefits for awhile now. It started on a tipsy night last semester, neither boy had really planned for it to continue but here they were. Devon literally balls deep in Seth. As he looked at the small lad beneath him, he felt his heart race. He wanted more. Maybe now wasn't the time to be having an epiphany but seeing Devon begging for him and knowing only he could make him feel that way really got Devon hot. 
Maybe it was the pleasure pooling in his stomach talking but he never wanted another name to fall from those lips. "Devon faster p-please." Devon groaned, hearing how much Seth wanted him was almost enough to push him over the edge but he always did as he was told. He quickened his pace. 
"As you wish, Princess."  "Don't...oh my god," Seth moans
"call me that." Devon smirked, "I make you feel this good and still can't call you Princess ?" once again quickening his thrusts. Seth grabbed a fist full of Devon's shirt. His moans quickly turning to full on screams. Devon loving every sound.
Before long they were both entangled on the bed breathless. Seth's head resting on Devon's chest.  "Gross, your shirt is soaked in sweat. You should've just taken it off." "But then you wouldn't have anything to hold onto." Devon gave a smug smile, "Besides, you weren't feeling foreplay today so I figured we'd just get to the fun part." He leaned down a placed a small kiss on Seth's temple before removing the disgusting shirt and tossing it across the room. The after cuddles were starting to become Devon's favorite part of all this. Although the sex was extraordinary. He tightened his arms around Seth's petite waist, as his fingers swirled cute designs on the small of Seth's back. Eyes closed just enjoying the intensity of Seth's skin on his. It was like a small fire beneath his finger tips. He could practically feel the sparks. Fuck, when did his life turn into such a damn rom com? Here he was pining over his best friend who was painfully oblivious. His inner monologue getting interrupted by small hums. Seth was nuzzling his face further into Devon's now bare chest. Content. He would describe them as content. He thought he might die right here. Seth was just too damn cute. He probably didn't even realize how much this was killing Devon. Being so close physically yet so far emotionally. "I love you." The words flew out like vomit. No warning and leaving an awful taste in his mouth. FUCK. Did that really just come out of him? Devon could feel his heart beating through his chest. If his rib cage wasn't there he was sure it would've burst through his skin. Everything seemed to go in slow motion. His breath hitched as Seth moved his head to stare into Devon's eyes. "W-what?" his voice cracking with uncertainty. Devon didn't know how to respond so he didn't. Both boys just staring in silence. Neither of them wanting to be the next to speak. After what could've been ages, the silence had become unbearable. "Devon..." Seth's tone was stern, he wanted answers, "what did you say?" The terrified boy below him was shaking. He broke away from Devon's gaze. The feeling of tears started to well up behind his eyes. He would not cry right now, not in front of Seth. He cleared his throat, pulling himself together. "Oh, ya know Princess. Love ya and all that. You're my best friend." It was a long shot but Devon had to try to mend this situation. Seth only stared. "No, that's not what you said." "It's basically what I said." "Dev, I'm gonna need you to not fucking lie to me right now." Seth had sat up by now, legs crossed beside his boy. Devon just laid there, arms around himself instead of Seth. The wall must've been the mostinteresting thing he'd ever seen. He couldn't tear his eyes away. Have you ever just decided FUCK IT Devon has. "I said...I'm madly and utterly in love with you. My dear Princess. I'm not sure when this changed from a casual fuck to much much more. But here I am. Dying to be this close to you for the rest of my days. Look at those lips! I wanna kiss them every day. Cute dates? You got it baby! Hands cold? Use mine to warm them! Jesus Seth, I just wanna scream to the world that you're mine. I know this is unrequited but I guess my heart needed to speak up before my brain could interfere. Regardless of anything I just hope we can still be friends and that I didn't make you too uncomfortable."
Devon took in a much needed breath and finally tore his gaze from the wall. Seth's face was unreadable. His eyes wide and mouth agape. Now was not a time that Devon could handle the silence. He gave up. "I'm sorry Princess, uh I mean Seth. I'll let myself out. I shouldn't have just thrown this all on you." He was off the bed and scrambling to find his clothes in seconds. Seth, still speechless, didn't stop him. The tears finding their way back to his eyes. Devon couldn't bring himself to fight them back this time. He just let them fall. Having finally dressed himself he turned back to Seth one last time. Then headed for the door. His tear stained cheeks breaking Devon's heart. "You idiot, Dev." Devon stopped, hand on the door. He knew he was an idiot, especially to think that just maybe they could be together. "This is your room dumbass." Seth stood, walking to Devon. He took his hand off the handle and held it within his own. "You're also an idiot for thinking, even for a second, that I wouldn't feel the same." "But, but you didn't say anything." "I was...pausing for dramatic effect. I, uh, also couldn't believe you felt the same. I've been trying to figure out how to tell you for weeks. I am so sorry I made you cry, babe." Seth's thumb wiping away the stray tears Devon had let fall. He cupped his face, pulling him down for a sweet kiss. Devon's face broke into the largest smile he's probably ever had. He kissed back with all the emotion he could muster. This kiss. This was his favorite. In the past, their kisses had been rushed, hungry, needy. Both just needing to get their rocks off. Not this time though, this time it was slow and soft. Seth's arms around his neck and Devon's snaked around Seth's waist. You could feel the love within this kiss. Each boy smiling, and excited for this new chapter of their lives. "I'm not gay." Seth said breaking away but his smile never left. "My dick was literally in your ass half an hour ago." Seth's face went red. "Beep beep Devon," Seth laughed, "I love you Dev Brown." "I love you too, my Princess."