It's just that easy right? To forget all that someone has done to you right? No! You will never forget. You can push it to the back of your mind all you want but it never goes away. It lingers and lingers never to be discussed. You make excuses, put on a happy face, and try to forget. But when you come to reality it's still there, teasing and making fun of you because ill never go away. Looking for a escape you start to turn to things you once looked down upon. But it helps, helps to erase all that has happened. Even if only for a second or moment it still helps. After that sweet taste or warm feeling takes over your body you start to drift away to a place other than your harsh reality. Hoping to never return but knowing that at some point you have to come down and face it. Holding all that you have to hide in makes you feel alone. But in a world so cold and full of people you would think it was just that easy to forget.
