Part VIII

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I move closer pretending that I didn't see him. Acting as if I just saw him by accident- saying that Im nervous is an understatement. Where in fact I'm literally bursting!

How can someone who wears black all the time still looks so amazing? And hot?  I  just can't stop myself from starring.

Snap out of it you idiot! He might actually notice you ogling at him stupid !

I sit next to him and he instantly  faces me, he looks at me as if he wanted to say something. And I just pretended that Im not at all interested.

Acting as if Im not bothered by those burning gaze.

OH MY GOD stop it P'! I internally screamed. I didn't say it out loud instead I continued swirling my drink that the bartender gave me a while ago. I don't really like whiskey but I guess I have to drink this. P'Sing's really making me uncomfortable down there. Shit!

I am really weak against those eyes.

um Kit? What are you doing?
Is he talking? Oh God what should I say? I can't speak!

Huh? Y-yes P'?
Shit stupid! I'm gonna punch myself later.

Aren't you going to drink that? You've been staring at it for a while.
How'd you know though? Are you perhaps been observing me? Dream on Krist. You're not even drunk yet.

"um do you want it P'? You know I don't like whiskey. It's kinda strong for me and I can't really handle my alcohol well. You know that."
I look at him expectantly. I hope he'll drink it. I can't even remember ordering it in the first place. I was really preoccupied.

Oh right! I ordered it for you Nong Kit hahahaha It must have slipped my mind. Im sorry. I'll just drink it okay? I can't have you throwing up on me later.
He said a teasing smile formed its way on his handsome face. How can he forget something like that so easily? We've known each other for years and it slipped his mind? I can't believe this.
Without second thoughts I bring the glass in my mouth testing a bit and downed it in one go. Im pissed.

And it's irritating. I licked my lips clean and wipe it with the back of my hands. Ugh did I say I hate whiskey? Thank God its not that strong anymore. Thank you melted ice! And that's when I noticed that P'Sing hasn't said a word the entire time. I look at him and the funny thing is he's already looking at me.

 I look at him and the funny thing is he's already looking at me

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He's reaching his hand out and I'm left confused.

"um P' what is it?"

He's not saying anything but instead he continued to reach his hand out. He is looking at me like Im a work of art. Like I'm special.

Slowly, he extended his arms out and cupping my chin against his rough hands. Caressing the sides of my face tenderly and I unconsciously leaned into him smiling a little. I love it when he touch me this way. The feeling of his hands. The warmth.

Suddenly a loud sound interrupted the reverie that I was in. P' instantly retracted his hands out, wide eyed I realized what had happened. Holy Shit! Oh my God! I internally cursed. I didn't dare look or glance at him. This is embarrassing what if he found out? What if he'll realize that I like him that way?

What the hell should I dooo

~~~~ Hi guys so I never really expected that some of you would read my book hehehe so this update is to celebrate the 1k reads and because its P' Krist' 23rd birthday yeeeeey ♥♥

I hope you guys like it! Im sorry if its a bit ugggh I promise I'll make it better >*<

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